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2010-12-22T09:53:00.003+08:00

the last time i blog.

14 aug, or was it 16. ah whatever.

I still love blogging, still enjoy typing my mind away. carefully.

i've been busy yet free lately, busy with my running Metro sale, but free on my off days. which is actually quite shiok lah.
OFF TOMORROW! (:

anyway, life have been. so-so for me.
been worrying about my future lately, and still worrying. i mean, many might think that i'm only 19 and whats there to worry? but too bad lah, i still do. i'm getting scared of my future, i am worried it won't be stable. which sucks. but yah. mum keeps telling me how it's gonna be alright. and how everything will fall in place without worrying too much, and just go with where life brings me. wel, true true. but you know lah, being a singaporean and all. and everything is getting so freaking expensive?!

i still do worry (:

on a happier note, IT'S BING BONG'S 21ST BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!
and he is mister happy guy now.

being 21 means you gotta vote. hah.
you gotta take control of life. but he still like some small boy. haha.

he promise to start exercising with me. but still nothing yet.
oh yah, i hate it when he promise me something and not do it!
so irritating!

i've got to go now, i'm glad i post something short though.
well, i guess i have lost ALL my readers, but it's cool.

buhbye!

2010-08-16T11:30:00.003+08:00

yellow everyone (:

gonna start being more talkative on my blog.

recently, my room turned into an aquarium, you know, one of those 'out burst of new hobby'
so i've got like prawns, guppies and the 'omg' one is an Arowana.
sadly i don't have a picture of my fishes, will get it up here soon!

oh, and 1 point of time, we had CRABS also, 2 mini ones. they were called, PINKY and BRAIN,
pinky died (i think cause the place not suitable for it)
brain was given away to a friend of mine, h.

we met up for supper and passed brain to him.
sadly, brain died a very terrible death. and he never made it to h's house.

shall share the pain brain went though.

1. his container for earth quake every few mins.
2. he was poured into coleslaw
3. he walked over chilli
4. h applied chilli on his shell
5. he got poured into room temp teh tarik
6. he got 'ice blasted' (d poured ice into teh tarik cup)
7. he got wrapped up in tissue
8. he got burnt
9. he finally died, got crushed

the end.

and all those people involved, had a blast.

we wish you to be a lion in your next life brain. you will rule the jungle.

seriously that bad, poor dude.

about a month or so ago, my family went for a photoshoot.
since it was sissy's graduation plus we had always wanted to do it.

here are some pictures out of the 68 we had.

cool. family.

we had soo much fun.

and since Lem had sooooo many different types of hats, WHY NOT USE THEM!
mummykins.

gorgeous!
from the fattest to the skinniest.

and yes, i'm the fattest.
ladies of the house :)
GRAND PAPS! lovelove

lookin' gooooooooood
aww. dadddddy's the man!

super duper black.

i was browsing through the pictures last night, and realise something.

gong gong's tie not straight. dammit.
dadddy with his girls

all pictures are credited to DStudioLab.

Our photographer Lem, simply AMAZING.

and hair and make up done by sis's friend.

nicenice.

do your shoots with Lem! really nice!

alrighty!

thats all for now (:

hope you enjoyed.

byebye(:

2010-08-07T15:58:00.002+08:00

blog is dead.
cause i am?

hugeeeeeeee event tomorrow, really hope that everything would go off well (:

and finally, a break TODAY. like now, thats why i'm blogging.

when my life gets more interesting, my blog should too. but! noooooo. it gets dead.

really just wanna work and make the moolahs, and i can retire earlier. hahahahahaha.
and travel the world!

caught a show last evening, SALT. yummmmmmy show.
ange is like daaaa hottesttttt. i ish love her yo!

off i goooo!
bye!

2010-07-26T11:00:00.004+08:00

the dead blog.

as dead as the blogger.

blog: totally not updated, boring, and now turning stupid. no readers and no action *bangs gun

blogger: dead tired form work, too much work, really busy running events

blogger's life: 0

blog's life: 0 too

work: 100

time for blogging: 1, but even if i got that 1, i don't blog cause i got more important things like eat sleeping and shitting.

well, since i'm blogging naoooo, i must as well.

i've been living my life in expo, cause i have been having roadshows there. and i just ended one yesterday! shoiokkkkxzxzx

past weekend, my family went to KL, and me? working. sianzxzxzx.

they came back yesterday, and they bought me this

PIGPIGGGGG.

thats what we call it. and i LOVE PIGPIG.

so i brought pigpig to work with me, and besides bringing only pigpig to work i brought this

GRANOLAAAAAAA (: thats my new love.
yummmayyyeeeee.

i've got like, french vanilla, maple pecan and the one in da pictureee rasins!
cause they are healthy, and will help me to loose my fats.

and yes, i'm damn fat now, it's ugly disgusting disturbing and gross. tyvm.

i need to slim downdowndown.

like, DOWN!

i'm so sick of being fat, like now. so damn freaking fat. i think i've got issues now. dammit. haha.
the only way to solve the issue is to SLIM DOWN!

yes.

fatgirl ):

2010-07-08T11:19:00.001+08:00

my dear sis is back from her longgggggggggg horiday.

and the amount of things she bought?!
MADNESS!

my birthday prezzie from her!

THANK YOU KAJIE!

2010-07-06T11:59:00.002+08:00

a very gentle birthday i say.

i was so beat from my roadshow, i swear i could not even open these little eyes of mine.

i slept half my birthday away (sucksshit)

woke up only at 1 plus. and nua-ed at home till like 4 plus. then headed to town, bought mummy and daddy a prezzie each.

i hope they like it. heh.

mum got a desigual dress while dad got a AX polo. haha. the poor little daughter digging her pocket to get them something.

and that night, mum came into my room telling me this 'mummy and daddy never buy you any present ah, got to wait for kajie (my sister) to come back' and i went, 'IT'S A LV BAG OR SOMETHING RIGHT?!' she smiled and left my room.

but during dinner, mum pulled out this bvlgari paper bag. it's THE paper bag, cause i already have that paper bag, and that paper bag is a very special bag. you only get it if you buy the SAVE THE CHILDREN series of stuff.

dad bought me the ring last time. for those who meets me or whatever, the ring i'm always wearing is THAT ring.

well, this ring

cost: S$555

and i SUPER DUPER LOVE IT.

hehe. to my surprise, this year's birthday DADDY BOUGHT ME THE MATCHING NECKLACE!

cost: S$555

i got the complete SAVE THE CHILDREN stuff!
though it's only 2 lah. haha

the very special box, and the paper bag is also in that unique print.
so nice.

i love it.

THANKYOUDADDYMUMMY!

teehee.

bye

2010-06-17T13:18:00.003+08:00

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.

i am so fat, i am super disgusted by myself.

i cannot, and cannot and won't and will not have cellulite.

well, i know i do have them already ):
good thing it's not like bad until i walk also can see.

but i am gonna get rid of them! I MUST!

i just read on the internet.

- NO SALT
- ONLY BAKE OR BOIL VEGGIE
- LOADS OF FRUITS AND FRUIT JUICE
- 8-10 GLASSES OF WATER
- 6-7 HOURS OF SLEEP
- SPEED WALKS (but i know i look stupid speed walking, i would rather jog)

for 2 days, stick to this and there will be difference, so yay!
i think i can do it.

I CAN I CAN!

i will be skinny!

i shall start TOMORROW.
since today i ate chicken rice. dammit.

i shall just go on a strict FRUITS diet, since no need to cook and all that shit.
teehee!

i is tired!
bye!

2010-05-20T14:19:00.001+08:00

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2010-05-17T12:12:00.006+08:00

HELLO ALL!!

as many of you know. i went to genting!
yes, really last min kinda thing.

we booked our tickets on tuesday?
and we left sg to genting on thursday night. hahaha.

damn last min. i know, but it was damn shiok.

the worst thing that happen was like, on wednesday i felt damn weird and wrong. the whole day i felt damn pukey and stuff. so that night itself (wednesday) i kinda decided to see a doctor. so yes, news was, i was having fever. FOOD POISONING. so it was NOT FUN AT ALLLLL.

thursday, i escaped from work. was on mc. had to miss my meeting with John Little ):

so yeah.

i took my med in the afternoon without read and using my bloody brain.

only to find out that i kept feeling all sleepy and drowsy.

then decided to READ THE MED PACK. and found out that 4/5 of my med are drowsy.

so i was suffering like shit.

from like 3pm? all the way to like the time i went to people's park. i was fighting with my drowsyness. hahaha. so yeah.

broad the bus at like 9pm. feeling all drowsy. with a bad tummy.

the whole trip, i put damn little make up, so i look like damn shitty in all the pictures. kinda jialat.

thats rui, shixuan, bing and myself.

bus was about 5? 6 hours journey.

our stop at Ayer Hitam.

food tasted prettttyyy alright.

reach genting at like 2am.

freezing like hell.

we wanted to do a early check in only to find out that there are no rooms for us. cause the whole hotel is fully booked. so it kinda sucked. and the check in can only be done at 10am. still not bad enough, got to take queue number. and our number was 118.

so they opened for check in only at 10am.

so what we did for the whole freaking night?

C.A.S.I.N.O

pretty damn cool.

stayed there for quite awhile. then off to macs for breakfast, and tried sleeping in macs also.

went to starbucks to sleep.

then finally, 10am, the checkin starts. and yes, numbers are in running order. so we had to wait for 118 check ins before us.

and we only manage to check in at 12.30pm.

so the whole day burn. we checkin, bathe and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. and met up only at 6pm. kinda wasted the whole day. but at least we spent the night pretty fruitfully.

our room was at tower 2. pretty deep in. oh yah, i stayed in first world hotel. hahaha.

this is the view from my room. pretty damn awesome ehh.

at times when i look out of the window, i would totally think i'm like in heaven or something.

clouds would cover the room's window. chelly chelly nice.

oh, and MARRYBOWN IS AWESOME. we loveeeee marrybown's chicken.

we did not even bother eating KFC there.

awww. all little girls dream to ride.
genting got confused. so yeah.
and O.M.G. we decided to go BOWLING.

COSMIC BOWLLL. damn freakin fun.

we played 2 rounds.

1st round bing and i won. 2nd round shu and rui won.

damn cool, damn fun.

following day we went to THEMEPARKKKKK.

good thing that the weather was damn bloody good.

ALL the rides were open!

woohoooooooooo.
shu and myself. all pumped up and exxxxcited!
that teddy bear is HUGE. i felt damn small beside it lah.
freaking cloudy man. damn cool.
1st ride we took. and i freaking close my eyes the whole way through.
SPACESHOT.

DAMN THIS RIDE.

i left my soul up there. i swear.

we queued up for this ride, pretty long queue.

sat in the chair. lock myself up.

then realise how much i did not want to ride it.

the drop was damn scary, though it was like what a 3 sec drop? but it felt forever to me.

my tummy came out of my mouth. seriously.

but i'm glad i took this ride.

yeah, went to the casino every night.

had 2 different casino. so went to both.

pretty cool.

but VERY SMOKEEEEEEYYY
YUMS. BASKIN ROBBINS!

i wanted to take a picture of my ice cream, but kinda finished it while watching tv.

but it's YUMS!

all our stuff.
we were bored dead waiting for rui and shu to meet us.
journey downnnn.

as you can tell. i took very little pictures. could have taken more.

was way to busy having fun.

I WANNA STAY THERE LONGER.

so can escape from sg lah.

NEXT DESTINATION: BANGKOK (after all the shit lah) hopefully by aug it would be better.

and i'll be going to malaysia in less than a month's time. again.

but this time it's work trip, not play.

more unglam pictures on fb!

2010-05-11T11:10:00.002+08:00

everyday.

everyday i work.
everyday i bathe.
everyday i sleep.
everyday i eat.
everyday i look forward to the weekend.
everyday i look forward to pay day.
everyday i check my mails.
everyday i reply emails.
everyday i drive.
everyday i dream of my own house.
everyday i dream of my own car.
everyday i wanna shop.
everyday i talk.
everyday i listen to the radio.
everyday i brush my teeth.
everyday i choose my clothes.
everyday i choose my footwear.
everyday i carry my bag.
everyday i text.
everyday i use the phone.
everyday i think of the next day.
everyday i wish it's holiday.
everyday i wish i'm on a holiday.
everyday i got so many things to do.

but everyday is the same.

but for 3 days, it won't be the same.
I WILL BE GOING OUT OF SINGAPOREEEEEEE.
TEEHEE.

my very first trip OUT OF THE COUNTRY WITHOUT FAMILY (:

gonna go to genting, and enjoy myself!
cheap and hopefully fun trip.

i can't stand you.

fake and grossssss.

2010-05-07T16:56:00.003+08:00

blogblog.

some, random post.

not too sure if you can see it.

it's says:

TEL: XXXXXXXXX

GOD OF WEALTH

i saw this car around stamford area. i was behind this car, picture is taken when 'god of wealth' move to the right.

me: look! god of wealth leh! call leh call leh!

sis: hahahahaha. *takes phone out wanna take picture

bing: whats the number ah?

me: blahblahblahblahblah

sis: can't see leh, too far!

bing: say again!

me: blahblahblahblah

then the phone ringsssss.

sis and me freaked out. we were going crazy cause of the call.

1st call, no one answered.

after a few mins, bing's phone rang.

sis and me were laughing like some mad person.

bing: hello?

me: *whisper* omg, look. they really talking on the phone!

bing: are you god of wealth?

man: yes yes, correct.

bing: how will i be rich?

man: you wait ah, i pass you over to 'shi fu'

bing: okay

woman: hello???

bing: so you are god of wealth?

woman: yes i am.

bing: so how do i get rich?

woman: it depends, i got to see you

bing: oh okay. where can i find you?

woman: waterloo street, outside the temple.

bing: oh okay. thank you

woman: i will be there from 9am - 5pm

bing: okay thank you!

*puts phone down*

everything happened in chinese, i translated it. simply cause even my han yu pin ying cannot make it.

so now i know, god of wealth is a LADY.

cool aye?

maybe she is the one who dress up in that cool costume during chinese new year giving out gold coins. hahahahahahahaha.

had suchhh a good laugh in the car that day.

teehee.

MUMMY'S ORANGE CAKE (:

super duper yummy!

just that pap calls it 'BIS-CAKE'

cause it's crispy on the surface.

mum gonna make it again! soooooon i hope!

buhbye.

2010-05-05T14:24:00.001+08:00

things i NEED MUST GOT TO do.

1. start exercising (cause way to fat already. damn sian)

2. buy new clothes

3. more sleep

2010-04-23T14:20:00.003+08:00

edited..

Even if i get to sleep all i want, i'm still gonna be tired.

i slept in a lil more today, before getting other things done.

Goshhh, sleeping till like 10.30am DOES NOT WORKKK. I am so freaking sleepy and tired.

My blog is dying, i'm dying. teehee.

Even if i can find the time to blog, i don't know what to blog about. anymore.

i'm like living a married life, boring and dry. haha.

just minus the kids.

hehe.

well, for all who knows or don't know.

I'm currently into events and watches. (as in my job lah)

and DAMN i love this watch.

i want a whole freaking watch collection! i can change new watch everyday (:

just like clothes, just that i don't have enough clothes to change everyday ):

gosh, found a BEAUTIFUL watch.

well, i love it

Gosh, so nice (: what makes it 1.6k (base on my really shallow knowledge of watches)

- Sapphire Crystal

- Orient's in house movement

- power reserve (which is sooo freaking useful for me, cause i change watch every, what, 1 day?)

- the sissy

- and last but not least, it's a ORIENT STAR. *blingblingbling*

- oh, and 1 last one, IT'S A GUYS WATCH (well, watches now adays are mostly unisex, but yeah, this is more manly. right?)

more manly stuff,

HAHAHA.

i only use male perfume, not that i have not tried ladies. I just did that day, Kuku Chris (THANKS KUKU (:) gave me a bottle of Anna Sui, following day i used it. Damn, i sneeze and got all itchy cause of it. Maybe it's just the perfume, or maybe it's simply just me. teehee.

well, pretty much explains my maniliness

was out just now, doing my stuff, when i came across THIS PHONE.

don' you think it's SUCHHH a darl?

like, seriously, such a jewel?!

AND I WANT IT. for fun. ha.ha

299 without line form singtel, but i believe i can find it from other places for i hope half the price lah. TEEHEE!

HELLO MY DEAR BB!

BYE!

2010-04-14T10:18:00.003+08:00

Standing outside the rooms, by the coffee break station.

Typing away.

Event is FINALLY here, after the long grueling months of preparation.

The time has come, and some gone now (YAYNESS)

3 more days, and i'm done with this whole event.

2 more days to my other event. -.-

Yes, my event clash. Damn sian.

Orient Spring Summer Sales meeting Singapore - 2010

for those who is wondering why in the world i'm so busy. The title is big enough.

Google Orient if you wanna know whats it all about.

Planning/Organizing an event is super duper xiong. I'm about half dead planning it, or rather totally dead.

As the days pass, i get happier and happier, filled with more and more energy.

Today? it's all the individual meeting and gala dinner.

Exciting part? Gala Dinner is at NIGHT SAFARI!

okay, not so of a big deal, but gonna be fun and good i hope.

Made some damn cool Japanese friends/Orient staff. Super nice people who can speak english and jap.

Organize an event, and you'll learn like A.L.O.T.

damn tired.

GOTTA GO!

BUHBYE!

2010-04-06T15:49:00.004+08:00

BUSYBEEEE!

have been really busy, no time to update my blog. or rather, when i get home i don't even wanna touch my laptop!

Full day staring at my laptop, or running about. Gosh, never been so busy!

And honestly, my laptop have NOT been put to good use until now.

Seriously, ALL KIDS IN THE WORLD DON'T NEED A LAPTOP.
Maybe a computer at home to share.

HAHA. but who can live without a lappy or desktop now.

So, in conclusion i have officially wasted mummy and daddy's money like 3? 4? years ago to buy me my first laptop.
but ohwell, SERVED ME WELLLL. get to facebook! heh.

Now what i work, my blog is alllll about working, goshh.

so tiring, but! a girl gotta do what girl gotta do. haha.

work = get to pamper myself after that = happy = got monnn-ayeeee = can buy presents for friends and family without using papa's money -.- = can buy things and no one will nag.

shioks!

but well, *tunes in to damn sad song*

baby Rubbish died ):

no kidding. ):

i got damn sad, but at least i know that he did not died a terrible death (e.g. eaten up, starve to death)

Cause very few kittens like, few days old left alone without mama will survive. Cause they need mummy's milk and warmth.

so,

R.I.P

2nd April 2010

11pm plus

Baby Rubbish

You will be deeply missed by me

Be good in heaven, I'll see you there one day and i promise i will take care of you for eternity.

I Love You Rubbish

yes, sorry sophia.

He died ):

He was damn cute, i swear.

i'm sad still ):

On a happier note,

At least he is still very young. (days old)

RIP.

there is no way i can continue to blog right?

till then, take care world.

miss Baby Rubbish with me.

2010-03-29T11:47:00.004+08:00

fell sick on friday.

had realllllllllllly bad gastric.

kept vomiting, could not work at all man.

went home, puked non stop.

good thing papa came back, brought me to the doctor.
medicine was like, the heavenly touch man.

doctor said, 'no milk, no juice, no spicy, no food. only water'

so you can imagine my diet. water.
i seriously only drank/ate water.

did not go to work on saturday. was running a fever. damn sian.
but of course my diet got better, i started meeting meesua. YUMS!

but by yesterday, sunday, was fine (:
went out with my family, went to test a KIA Forte Koup.
ultimate love.

really hope to get the car.
felt damn good driving it.
hahaha. like why will i not right.
a 2 door koup. mad cute.

with flower rims. haha.

guess the only thing mum is not really comfy about is the make.

mum love continental car for their security.

i can't really comment, i don't really know much about cars anyway.

but dad said it felts very like sis's old tuscani.

just that this is bigger, the back seat is C-O-M-F-Y.

seriously, totally felt like a 4 door car.

huge back space. shiok.

sadly?

the price when up ):

tested it on sunday (yesterday) and the lady told us that if we don't buy it, the price will go up tomorrow (today). damn sian right.

went up by 1K and all the other nonsense went up luh.

no idea what they are, totally did not understand.

ah well, i'll see how.

enough of my hopefully new ride.

Rema found a KITTEN!

a little baby boy we call RUBBISH!

found him at the back of my house near the drain.

eyes still not opened you know!

it's wayyyy smaller than my plam

say hi to Rubbish.

heh.

i'm still finding a loving owner who can take care of him.

ANY TAKERS?!

2010-03-24T19:27:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

Blog's dying );

anyway, i've been swimming in work, loads and loads of things to do.

no time to even have dinner with parents or even see them after work.

ah well, at least i'm getting up early, but also feeling tired all the time.

hehe!

and i'm SUPER DUPER FAT.

good thing i'm gonna start exercising, gonna start cycling.

gonna borrow a bike.

since mine got stolen -.-

really tired man, really really tired.

bought chips knowing i'm fat. some retard i am.

I WANNA GO TO BINTAN! got super duper good deals.

most ex also 170nett per person for a night.
best part, the hotel is facing the sea.
awwwwww.
we really wanna go!!!

i've been having sore throat lately, damn sian.
every morning i feel like i swallowed sand paper or something.
awful.

haihai.

shall blog some time soon again I HOPE.

2010-03-15T11:14:00.009+08:00

blog have died i know, cause i started working.

unbelievable but it's true, so shut up.

anyway, was in Kuantan for the past 3 days, cause it was SISSY'S BIRTHDAY!

cause of work, i went to resort world, flyer, fish spa places i've never been before.

pretty cool.

flyer view from the top

universal studio

i asked whats the entry fee, 77 per person. madex.
hardddddddddd rock hotel!

see extreme right, guy in blue tee sitting down, if you can guess, yes, it's mark lee.

saw him there 2 days in a row, he was there writing script.

haha.

did not take much pictures this Kuantan trip, sis took most of the pictures, so check out fb.

the WORST mee goreng i've ever eaten.

freakin' salty.
room's view.
Breakfast for day 1.

YUMS!

and it only cost 3RM.

1 dollar plus sing. mad cheap.

monkeyyyyy on the bridge.
love.the.beach.

taken in the morning, lens was fogged up. cold room, hot outside.

but this effect is damn nice (:

dinner dinner!

yummy seafood.
mum bought this gardening hat.

it's damn fun to camwhore in. hahahaha

THANKS MUMMY FOR THIS (:

mum bought me a new wallet.

with deep meaning behind it. (:

this was da shit.

it was so fun, i wanna ride it again and again and again!

haha.

buhbye.

2010-03-11T22:25:00.001+08:00

will be updating my blog soon!

have been way too busy with work lately.

LOADS TO UPDATE!

2010-03-02T17:35:00.002+08:00

some of you might have seen it before, but some might not have.

so here it is.

HAHAHAHA. i find this damn cute.

i bet if singapore have that bin, it would be FULL.

and it would be a HUGE bin. haha

hahahaha.

all those Singaporeans who wants 10/10 looking kids. haha

no idea what country is this, but it's damn silly.

machine paint? so it's still as straight and stuff.

but thats PAINTED POOP.

it's damn gross though.

bog more soon!

2010-02-26T11:44:00.002+08:00

a girl at work.

Yes, Miss Er here have finally started working.
and yes, i'm very proud of myself that i am working.

cause i won't be a bum anymore (: *beamsssss

2010-02-22T19:19:00.005+08:00

it have been days, or rather a WEEK after cny!

have been an awesome chinese new year.
never been to so many places to bai nian before.
cause normally it's just family, and no one else.

but it's different this year! (:

finally gonna post a proper post, haha, a 'full' post.

some updates, meow meow have been having some problem. i suspected that she fell from the fence and thats why she's limping, and alsoooo, we guess that she is preggy too.

but all these seem to be changing. she is back to normal. haha. thank God.

shino is all fine (: still my lovely babyyy.

well, had a PARTAYEEEEEE on saturday.
at sophia's house, celebrating chinese new year, just the close ones though!

sadly we did not take group pictures together. oh well, next time then!

totally love this treat. made it sound like some animal treat right. but yes, i love it.

aww. ahmaddddd! aka khai!

was gong gong's birthday on friday!

sissy and me!

SURPRISE YEEYEE!

my aunt did not know that her name was also on the birthday cake.

beaming gong gong, with yeeyee beside him!

my mafia daddy. loveeeee you papa!!!

daddy, mummy and myself. i look HUGE in the picture.

my aunt was saying that i my heels are getting higher and higher everytime she see me.

but it have been the same lor, or rather, slightly different lah. hehhhhh.

cousins loveeee! 6 of us, biu jie still in UK.

myself with bing and PEI YUNNNNNNNN (:

she is super duper sweet, really cute.

chinese new year dinner at home (:

yu shengg. totally love it!

yummy oranges! with shino far at the back.

1st day of chinese new year!

gamble gamble!

play small. but, hehe, was super fun!

i won big small twice!

so live have been really really exciting.

enjoying it totally.

and i've not eaten for the WHOLE FREAKING DAY.

i had like 1 snack, and thats all ):

HUNGRYYY!

and tomorrow is gong gong's ACTUAL english birthday! gonna have a family dinner at taka!

LOVE THE FOOD THERE! weehee(:

there are so many freaky people adding me on fb and msn these few days.

i don't even know who there are. gosh.

and they don't just add once, A FEW TIMES.

really irritating!

i realise something, shows i watch in tv, those life film type.

like like, john and kate plus 8, those type.

they like to speak on speaker phone, i wonder if they really do that like on a normal day, or they do that just so that tv can hear.

kay, i'm starting to babble.

BAIBAI!

2010-02-19T09:59:00.003+08:00

chineseeeee new year.

a time all chinese gathers with their families to celebrate a new year.

just realise that i did not take pictures much this year.

YY! thats his name. damn cute. but he is really fierce.

yummy foooood!

anyway, this year cny is super different from other years.

i went to pray year (bai nian) like for real.

other years have been really super duper same.

no difference. but not this year. haha.

i love going to people house to pray year.

not so much of the red packets. but more of like, seeing meeting people.

love it!

brought the car for servicing.

super duper early.

9am.

collection is not till 5pm.

any earlier, they will call. i hope they will call. seriously.

got some errands to run.

haiii.

sometimes i wonder how difficult i am to wake me up.

ah, whatever.

baiiii!

2010-02-14T12:34:00.002+08:00

reunion dinner!

was really nice, really nice company.

love my fammmmmy!

anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

and this year, is a mad year of shoes.

i bought 2 pairs of shoes this year already.

it's mad. seriously.

bought 1 pair of GUESS wedges. LOVES!

it's a white pair. the shoe is aboutt 4 - 4.75 inches.

HIGH, YES. but i likee (:

and i mought a pair of puma. those slip on sneakers.

TOTALLY LOVE IT.

blog more later! baiii!

2010-02-10T16:11:00.003+08:00

had a shoot not long agooo.

3 pictures from Muen.

make up was HORRIBLE.

cause i did it myself, and the make up was not for or rather, not thick enough for a photoshoot.

oh well.

horrible make up, spoils the whole picture. ):

all photos were taken in my room.

so niceee. haha.

and i am sooo fat, i look damn ugly ):

2010-02-04T18:22:00.003+08:00

a 7 year old me (:
yappy puuuuuple!

so much going on.

trying to enjoy myself as much as i can, before i start working. hehhhhh

attended a uncalled for event yesterday, at Clifort Pier? near butter lah.

like this picture.

i look SKINNY! WOOHOO!
and lookin' fit here says bing.

was hangin' outside, so took some pictures with my phone.

AMAZING VIEW.

check this out, damn nice eh.

totally lovelove.

had a photoshoot with muen weeks? days? ago.

yet to get the pictures from him.

but bing took this pictures (:

my room!

wash car today again.

teehee(:

clean car makes me feel happy.

but, damn.

i'm not the one driving it today.

mayyyyyyybe tonight. if i'm gonna fetch my aunt. but yeah (:

dying blog.

haha.

bye (:

2010-01-29T13:09:00.000+08:00

i'm fat and disgusting ):

2010-01-26T15:04:00.002+08:00

my pretty pretty dog (:

Shino Baby Love
this is the BEST SHIT EVER.

Laksa Yong Tau Fu from, near Mustafa. haha
hehehehe, meow's paw prints.
night out with sayang and milkshake!

lookin' dashing coooool
thats meow meow.

the fat cat.

outside my house, chilling.
top right, if you recognize, it's a bus stop. no idea whats wrong with her.

but she super love to chill there.
thats my car key, and keychains.

for a awfully small key, with loads of chains.

but i like!

agnes b. from mummy, bling LIYING is from 3rd Aunty for christmas, and extreme right, is a silver pig form mummy and daddy who just came back from BBK.

and my keys now, SUPER DUPER HEAVY.

mum and bing was complaining how heavy they are.

HEH. gotta weight it some day.

it's really super heavy.

life have been pretty, exxxxciting.

having 2 pets at home is lovie dove dove>

i want more pets!

bye.

2010-01-17T23:33:00.002+08:00

some guys just don't know how to take care of themselves.
and take their health as a joke.

wth.

it pisses me off.

seriously.

urgh.

2010-01-16T00:17:00.006+08:00

four days later, here i am blogging again.

use to update my blog DAILY. then i realise that, all i'm saying is nothing.
hahaha. so figure, take some pictures, then blog and stuff.
if not it's gonna be way too wordy.

my all pets blog.
don't you think so?

all i blog about is my animals.
haha.

anyway, just 2 days ago, i was washing my car with Rema (family's maid)

wash the car, vacuum the car, wipe the interior.

woo! damn nice damn clean. super shiok.

see, super nice right.

though it's pretty dark.

but yeah, clean right. shiny.

then i went out, on the same day lah.

went out, park my dar at b's place.

under a TREE.

cause no choice, all lots are under tree type.

came out of the house, wanna go out.

i got damn pissed. haha.

no, it's not bird shit.

it's all the fruits from the tree, drop on my car.

then got the fruit juice on the car.

WTH!

it was like, splat splat splat.

gross?

damn disgusted, so i'm gonna wash my car later AGAIN.

when daddy gets home with the car. GOSH!

was over at b's house a day or two ago, can't really remember.

but we caught 2 kittens!

well, he caught them, not me.

haha.

and they are DAMN CUTEE.

but already at the playful age.

my favorite is the all black one.

damn cute right?

but their monsters man, super duper fierce.

after playing with them, returned them back to their mama.

also another super duper fierce mama.

now, my meow's turn.

if you read my don't know which, or how many pervious post.

papa bought a new swing chair.

and thats the base of the chair.

so one day, meow decides to curl up into that small space to sleep.

damn cute.

she was actually using her paw to cover her ears, cause the tv was on or something.

shino and meow, both are SUPER GREEDY ANIMALS.

meow is becoming a dog, cause monkey see monkey do.

2 of them, sharing a tiny piece of bread.

super cute.

and when they fight.

yeah, she hides in the dust pan (with no dust inside)

they 2 are such a darl.

gosh.

anyway, i tried eyelash extension.

yes, okay, i know i'm fat.

my cheeks are like exploding.

hahhahaha.

but yeah, it's nice.

no need make up and all.

but it's also super weird and uncomfortable.

no idea is it, the china girl did not fix it on properly, or what.

but, yeah.

did it at far east.

have always wanted to try, but never get to doing it.

so this time, i did.

like, finally.

blog again sooooon! (:

2010-01-13T13:29:00.003+08:00

had class gathering, but pictures are not with me just yet.

will blog about that when i get the pictures.

anyway, i've watched Did You Hear About The Morgans? yesterday, and it was pretty damn good.
it's a very, expected show though.
but it's cute.

Sarah Jessica Parker is damnnn hot.

she looks super duper good in the show.

okay, i know, all actresses and actors looks good in shows.

but cause i like her 'no make up look'

plus Hugh Grant's english accent.

makes it funny.

at the end of the show, while going out of the cinema.

walking down the steps, i realise that there was 2 ah po watching the show.

just thought it was damn cute.

then i figure, maybeeeee the chinese baby at the end of the shows is like, somehow related to them. but then again..

or maybe they entered the wrong cinema.

or whatever.

but just thought it was super cute.

they wore those typical ah ma clothes, matching flower top and bottom.

tightly permed hair.

damn cute lah.

go catch this show.

and look out for the other 2 main character the couple from the other town.

the wife DAMN PRETTY. though she is old. haha.

and omg.

i can't wait for iPhone 4G!

it's gonna match my lappy.

gonna l.o.v.e it man.

please launch soon!

2010-01-06T12:54:00.003+08:00

watched this last night.

trust me, it's pretty darn boring.

was like, half and hour into the show, and we wanted to leave.

but well, after wasting time deciding to leave or not to leave we end up watching the whole show.

the show was rated 2 stars, but well, bing decided to take the gamble and watch the show.

after watching the show, we totally understand why it's 2 stars.

watched at Kallang Flimgarde, and we don't like this theater. it feels weird.

anyway, back to the show.

the only good thing about the show is the girl, the pretty pretty girl.

she had nude make up, so it was purely her natural beauty, and she's gorgeous.

wardrobe for this show is like, super minimal.

1 outfit, the whole show. haha.

and not many actors also, just super alot of extras. haha.

teehee!

kthxbye.

2010-01-02T21:58:00.006+08:00

as many of you may have already know.

my house got broken into, well not exactly BROKEN.

but more like, climbed into.

and stole 2 bicycles, one of which cost thereabout 10 grand.

i would have taken pictures, but i did not. plus, it's like 2211hrs already.

it would be mad of me.

i shall draw it out using paint.

heh.

please bear with me.

i'm trying real hard to make it make sense. haha.

okay, it's alot to swallow.

so let me explain how it happen.

fella first step on my letter box shade. (to prevent rain from entering, so papa had a shade there, a wooden shade)

second, just stretch to climb in. (where bigger shaded pink area)

it's hard to explain why that person can step there, but person can.

cause of the letterbox? if you can make sense out of it.

it's like a 'cupboard' there, got a door to open inside the house to get our letter.

so thats why fella got in.

so now, the top right hand corner, extreme top right, see the word BIKE?

that is where both the bikes are placed.

this picture is draw is not 100% accurate.

cause the picture is too small.

so thats how both the bike got stolen.

sian right, i know.

this happen in the middle of the night (clearly)

and mum found out that bikes were gone in the morning.

so now, i'm bike-less.

and bing's racer is gone ):

anyway, had pohpia party today.

damn shiok.

food was yums to the max.

made our own pohpia.

damn fun!

mine turned out, black.

cause i really like sweet sauce, so i put more of it.

so it soak through the skin. heh.

but it's super duper nice lah.

only thing, now my breath stinks of garlic. super duper garlicky.

anyway, i dyed my hair black.

but knowing me, i won't go allllll black.

so i did red underneath.

not fire red, cause i didn't bleach.

so it's just a mellow red.

love it!

it's FINALLY 2010.

not that i've got anything for 2010.

it's just a new year.

so much things i wanna do though. heh.

how did you spend your countdown?

i know i spent mine, really simple and ehh, serious.

haha.

was out, chillin by a poolside.

jus the 2 of us, when i suddenly heard people shouting '7! 6! 5! 4! 3! 2! 1!!!!!!!!!!!...happpppppy new yearrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!'

and it echoed round the whole world.

and me?

simply picked up my phone, call mum and wish her a happy new year, and dad of course.

tried calling gramps, but no answer, i guess others was faster than me.

have been sooo wordy sooo far.

manage to dig some pictures out to upload.

hahaha.

pictures of meowmeowww.

i know it seems like i've been neglecting shino alot.

cause i've been taking videos of them both, but it takes damn long to upload their videos.

so i just never bother to. ha.

but cause meow have been really interesting.

like for an example

this is how she sleeeeeeps.

and when she gets greedy.

if you're wondering if we did give the milk and cereal to her.

nope.

we did not. haha.

last but not least.

my favorite picture for now.

i like this picture.

though i look weirdly fat.

HAHA.

well, goodday and goodnight!!

p/s: i find it funny how people at the other end of the world is cheering cause it's 1 January, but for us in Singapore it's still 31st Dec.

p/s/s: if you're thinking of climbing into my house now, using the same method.

dream on.

1. that fella step on our letterbox shade and broke it.

so no more place for anyone to step.

and,

2. did just put a damn big HUGEASS cactus on top.

smartypants.

2009-12-30T20:47:00.002+08:00

i honestly like swear by this watch now.

i am super duper uper in loveeee with this watch.

anyone?

2009-12-27T23:11:00.003+08:00

christmas christmas!

to me, christmas is a time where families and friends (see, family comes before friends) gather to enjoy ourselves.
a joyous day, a eventful night, an amazing time.
we all love christmas don't we?
but of course presents plays a HUGE role. hahaha.
after all, i'm still a kid at heart, and will always be to mum and dad.

and ever year, on christmas day, my family would spent christmas with my cousins, grands, aunts and uncles at either one of our houses.
but usually at grand's.
some years, we would play mahjong, watch a show, play games, play at the park, use our laptops or whatever.
but one thing that never change, is that no matter what we do, we do it allllltogether (:

well, christmas did not start as well for me this year.
at the strike of midnight. i was sitting on some round chair/bench/sofa thingy at The Cathay waiting for my theater to 'let me in'
bing was a sleep beside me. and i was just yah, using my phone. wth.

watched Sherlock Holmes and it was really nice nice nice.
not as straight forward as other shows, but nonetheless a good show.

christmas party at the grand's
the usual stuff, cousins and all. but one thing different is that this year, there's ADDITIONAL people (:
bing and Ahem* Uncle M.
but still fun (:

the usual, turkey, ham and stuff.
food was amazing, mum cooked lasagna.
yummy yums yums!

after the food, the show. we watched Deck The Halls on channel 5.

once the show ended, it was the all famous. . . .
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PREZZIE TIMEEE!!! *clams cheeks and scream*

no matter howww old i am, i can never get bored of presents and surprises.

as us cousins gets older, our presents are getting smaller and smaller (of course a good thing)
but most of them turn into *paper* inside *red envelopes*
-the more i like it-

hahah.

use to have more pictures for my christmas post.

but well, pictures are getting lesser and lesser.

well, somehow a good sign to me. haha

Thanks Bing for getting me a external hard disk (:

i've been needing a hard disk for the longest time, cause my old one is making really weird noise. damn scary. so yeah, finally got a new one.

thanks thanks!

Pen's from yee yee (:

she gave a pen each to the kids, saying, 'for you guys to sign cheques'

thanks yeeeee (:
This lil pouch thingy from 2nd aunt.

and i love it.

this brand is from UK. heard, it's a common brand there.

Rachel bought and brought it back from UK for sis and me (:

so sweet, so nice.

loves it!
my super duper uper bling name.

decided to string at together with my other chain on my car keys.

my key is damn bling and damn heavy now. hahaha.

but i totally adore it.

the bling is damn cool and HUGEEEEEEE. love it! (:

thanks 3rd aunt!

and you know, year after year.

mum and dad never fails to surprise sissy and me.

and for this year, we thought we would be getting nothing, cause dad got a car and all for us.

so we thought and never expect a gift from them.

but this year, parents gave us a christmas present still.

damn sweet of them.

thing is, sis and me could not even guess what they can/got to buy for us.

we did not request for anything, or show signs of anything we want.

and we realllllllllly don't have any 'wants'

so like, we got no idea.

but check this out.

parents bought me a pair of Prada shades!!!!!!!!!!

it's damn amazing, damn nice, damn cool.

totally loveeeeeeeee it man.

gosh.

THANKS PARENTSSS!

they bought sis a pair of Oakley .

and it's super nice.

it's like brown with glitter.

super gorgeous.

but obviously i love mine more. HEHEHEHEHHE.

it's damn nice. loves!

okay enough of christmas.

it's animal time.

SHINO AND MEOWMEOW ARE FRIENDS (:

meow don't live in my room anymore, she lives in the HOUSE. not room.

haha.

and shino is happy, living with meows. haha.

thats meow.

she looks real small in this picture.

but she is alot bigger than before.

she loves to sit on my window latch.

if you can see 'deeeeeeep' into the picture.

she is lying there. under the dining table.

her favorite spot of the house now.
shino love. she looks the same, i know. hahahha.

she is the same. just that she put on more weight. cause of her op.
and my super duper messy table.

it's messier now. hahahahahaha.

it's super mad now.

super long never get to 'zi lian'

so finally.

just 1 picture i took yesterday.

bing think's he's damnnnnnnnnn cool.

try harder kay. haha.

and papa bought this new hanging chair for the upstairs living room (:

loveeeees!

it looks huge.

but yah it is. HAHA.

but it's okay if you see it.

picture makes it look weird.

done done done.

i shall blog again soon yes.

seeee you! (:

2009-12-27T18:00:00.002+08:00

it's christmas!

and i've not blogged about it.

i will sooooon! maybe tonight.

(:

2009-12-16T13:01:00.008+08:00

the trip to Malaysia.

this trip was organized by daddy's friend.

the same family that organize the July trip.

the post is in my Archives. in the month of July.

and here we are again, joining them (:

never really take much pictures though.

went to KL and Malacca.

not much stuff and all. 2 very common place.
but it's the people, drive that made the difference.

did a bit of shopping.
cause of time constrain. (sian)
but well, still bought stuff.
and everything there is soo freakin cheap.

felt damn stupid for not buying my liquid foundation.
price was 31RM, and came back to sng and the pruce was 29sng.
wth.

really little pictures of this trip, will try to get some from him.

headed to KL the 1st night.

but before checking in to hotel the whole lot.

went to Sepang.

and for those who don't know, Sepang have an official F1 race track.

the track is about 5.3km.

and the best part, is that we get to drive on the track, 4 rounds.

well, the last trip, i did not have my license.

but this trip, he he he. i've finally got my driving license.

so the last 2 laps daddy let me drive.

it was damn cool. like seriously.

everything in the car was flying though.

but trust me, it was an experience.

did not really see my speed much, had to concentrate on the road.

love it!

pit stop, driving pass.

those are real F1 cars.

so cool hoh.

super duper cool

okay. after that, we went for a River Cruise at Prutujaya (if thats how you spell it, damn lazy to go google)

bridge.

i totally forgot what does it represent or what. but yeah. really damn nice.
mum's favorite bridge, she says it's a lil Moroccan.

after the river cruise.

headed to Shang to check in.

i love Shangri-La. i really do.

lobby and all.
room room room (:

HUGE room.

1 super single and 1 queen. (:
on the left hand side, that sliding door.

if you open that door, it's the toilet, you see the bath tub.

but note, that is not the door to the toilet.

thats ehh, you know those honeymoon shit (or rather i call it honeymoon shit)

can see into the toilet kinda thing.

and if you can see properly, on the doors it got the logo.

round stuff, just that part, it's see through.

so yes, you can see the person inside bathing, or whatever.

the best part?

i was sharing this room with bing and ah gong.

good thing bing found a way to cover the hole.

yup, so the following day, we checked out of Shang and went over to Novotel.

this other hotel in KL.
some random picture i took with my phone cause we got lost.

was trying to find our way to Sungei Wang Plaza. it's a shopping center of everything cheap cheap cheap.

in the end, we managed to find our way there, BY CAB. haha.

and it took the cabbie less than a min or so to reach. -.-

went, bought things from there.

shiok.

like, clothes, shoes and all.

and yes, this was my hotel room for the 2nd night.

you're looking straight into the bathroom.

this time, ah gong is not sharing a room with us, it was just bing and myself.

power eh?

good thing there was a blind that can be drawn.

but it was damn funny lah.

we had a shock of our lives yo.

this is day 3.

we went to a hot spring.

i did not go into the water.

did not want to.

but yeah, was pretty cool.

those who went in was saying the water was damn hot, while others said it was warm.

and the locals in there were like swimming, bathing, sand scrub and all.

oh yes, daddy this time drove this car in.

my hand was out of the window.

so yeah.
cocks. ha.
waterfalll

really nice waterfall (:

no pictures after this cause i was the one driving.

then you know lah, parents where got take one.

so yeah.

stayed in a super lao pok pok hotel in Malacca.

but shopping was the BEST there.

bought super alot of things there. (:

hee hee!

i drove to Malacca and back from Malacca.

so total was about 230km?

first time driving sooooo much in a day.

well, it was 30km day 3. then 200km day 4.

it was fun fun fun.

totally love driving.

really glad dad gave me the chance to drive.

cause normally, dad won't allow, cause i just pass not long ago (:

but he still let me! thanks papa!

i'll see if i can get more pictures.

but thats about it.

funfunfunshopping!

2009-12-15T15:30:00.002+08:00

Malaysia was pretty damn fun.

will update soon.

anyway, i got a fine from LTA.
good thing dad did not see the letter.
and thank God the fine is only 10 bucks.
i went through ERP without my cashcard in my IU.

and meow is damn big now.

2009-12-09T02:00:00.004+08:00

weekend was mad tiring.

woke up at 5am in the morning, made breakfast.
BOUGHT breakfast.

and met the group for cycling all the way at Yishun.

i did not cycle though.
was safety car instead (:

was pretty fun. when you've got the one you want in the car with you.

and well, monday was mummy's birthday. 7th Dec.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY LOVE.
well, belated, but oh well.

celebrated with the family the day before.

mum's birthday itself, went shopping with sis and mum.
we shoppppped till...well, i did not exactly drop.
but we did reasonable amount of shopping (:
happy for mummy (:

off to Malaysia from the 11th to 14th of this month (:
exciteddddddddddd.

gonna be a good one again man.
or even better.

haha.

my blog is dying, and it's getting damn boring.
even i'm bored of my own blog.

gotta spice things up!

oh yah.
i'm totally putting on weight like free.
i'm so fat now, i feel like a fat huge oily pig.
damn man. ):

EXERCISE PLEASE.

okay, nights.

2009-12-02T01:43:00.003+08:00

my medium sized yami yogurt! YUMS!

i love pebbles and strawberries as my toppings!
class...notes...
it's amazing how a company can import the WHOLE US aye?

anywaysssss.

Ninja Assassin is a must watch.

well, not exxxxxactly MUST. but it's you know, those one of kinda show.

i happily went to watch the show without knowing what is it all about, and that Rain is actually the main lead.

but i must say, it's one hell of a painful show.

its M18.

it's gory. very.very.gory.

but it's more of a pain show.

see how he train and all.

shall not mention. just watch it.

worth the watch.

really enjoyed myself today (:

i wish i can have many more of todays.

many more of togetherness.

many more of fun and laughters.

many many more of joy ❤

2009-11-30T14:56:00.003+08:00

have been damn long since i last blog aye.

Shalinda, Myself and Kerrie
Kerrie, Myself and Madeline

Marins Barrage is really nice (:

i really like it there, i wanna have picnics there, i wanna bring kids there, i wanna fly kite there, i want the whole place to myself.

oh, i wanna go there in the day. <3

went for Haizzel's BBQ party. and ate raw chicken wing. hahaha.

sophia lee's bangs is daaaa bang man.

it's really nice (:

these few days, i've been having this really horrible runny nose.

which i can't seem to catch.

and runny nose sucks.

argh.

ending school in like 3 weeks.

and grad with a advance dip.

woohoo!

i.can't.wait.to.go.for.a.holiday.

i wanna travel, i wanna go on a short trip with my friends.

omg.

i need to looooooose weight.

seriously, i need to, i want to, i GOT to.

gosh!

2009-11-23T09:01:00.002+08:00

driving have never felt this good.

i finally did it.

really really glad my parents trust me with the car.

yesterday was the very first day i took the car out alone.
was nice (:
good thing i could manage. haha.
and i was thrown to park at a parallel lot. GOSH.
okay, but i did do it okay. i manage to.

somehow, it feels good that my whole family can drive.
yes, including mummy. but she just don't.

driving lessons have never felt any good.
but now, HO.HO.HO.
shiokkkkkkkk.

the convenience of a car.
well, it's not exactly at my disposal.
cause i share it with sissy love.
but well, she's nice enough these few days.
THIS FEW DAYS.
i don't know about later, or even this week.
hehe.
but it would be good (:

anyway, i need a key chain!
like, yes.
i need one(:

first time to Autobacs.
like some freaking supermarket but everything for cars.
damn scary.
but it's interesting, seriously. it is.

all the led lights,
then see alot of beng beng there buying lights.
all the bling stuff. hahahaha.

2009-11-17T16:37:00.002+08:00

i'm speechless.

when i found out my result.

i could not, i mean, could not. control my joy and laughter.

i was REALLY worried about my Management Accounting, cause i was clueless about how to do the questions.

and yesterday, i checked my result.

and i got 74. HEHE!

clearly, my results are not like, A student grades.

but well, i never thought i could do what i did too.

i know some of my results super duper 'sayang' (wasted)

80 to hit distinction.

well, i could get another 2 distinction, but lack a mark or 2.

some freak cases, like entrepreneurship.

studied damn hard for it, but 54!?

oh well, at least i pass!

haha.

i can't believe i actually pass management accounting.

HEHE!

i'm still a happy kid.

HEHE!

2009-11-16T12:39:00.003+08:00

yappy birthday beebeechang!

day out with her and bestfriend(:

to celebrate beebee's birthday.

you know, i can't wait for what 2010 would bring to me.

i really can't.

there's SOO much i wanna do.

i really wanna start on a sport, like REALLY START.

since i was never serious about anything, anyway, i've always wanted to be 'sporty?' in a sense. so yeah.

all i want, is to be good at something. why can't i?

i wanna work, and work towards my dream.

i wanna go on cheap holidays.

i want to spend everyday with people i love.

the year is coming, real real real soon.

i'm excited for christmas.

i'm excited for the new year.

i'm excited for many things new.

2009-11-11T10:18:00.002+08:00

was home on, sunday.

help mummy to make tea.
those chinese herbs, put together in a lil tea bag, blah blah.
and this was one of the herb.
and it IS tree bark.
like, IS.

imagine drinking that. of course with the mix of others.

besides that, was at the Yatch Club yesterday (tuesday)

spend a whole day there, NICENICE(:

really like the place.

swim, eat, walk, play.
picture taken off my phone.

ain't that fab.

but well, still works.
you see the whole board thingy.

the walk way, it freaking moves. i mean, it's allll floating on the water. so my pictures are not like, straight. cause i'm moving.

it's pretty funny though. like as i walk, i'm moving.

feels like i'm having a hangover.

and boyyy, did we have fun.

recent update of meowww.
okay, i know her collar is like, HUGE.

cause her neck is barely the size of a 50 cent coin (seriously)

her neck is THAT small.

but she's my mini tiger at heart.

she is FIERCE.

she sleeps on my bags, climb on me and start chewing on my cross pendant.

climbs in bed with me and attack my face.

oh, and she, tried to climb my room wall.

she likes all things commando.

seriously. it's pretty scary.

watching shows now, DIRTY SEXY MONEY!

it's a really good show. watch it watch it!

2009-11-07T17:39:00.012+08:00

EDITED/

i don't know why

but i'm just not over it.

gets me damn pissed when everything is said okay, but action speaks otherwise.

staying home today, not gonna cycle.

bad tummy gastric.
damn it.

parents out for dinner.
having curry fish head.
obviously, tummy can't take it.

i can only eat light light.

and obviously, i am a fatty bom bom now.

i feel fat, though i'm exercising more.

shorts are loose at the hips and stuff.
but thighs are tighter.
i've got no idea, is it cause i cycle, and it cause them to be bigger.
or i am just putting on weight.
dammit.

stuffy eyes with a block nose and really irritated eyes are not fun.

):

just tell me why i LOVE this wedding dress

it's Vera Wang

and the rough price of the dress is USD$8,000+

though it's not the latest collection, but i super duper uper adore this dress.

it's the 2008 collection.

i wanna get married in this dress.

2009-11-05T02:00:00.007+08:00

i woke up at 7.30am today, just to go to 1 place.
Hort's Park.

and the weather?
SIBEI HOT.

what happen?
melted.

but at least i manage to take profile pic. HAHA.

aku suka!

was there just for a very SHORT while only though.
but it was nice. haha.
first time there.

some, random shots. (:

flutterflyyy.
baby having photoshoot.

SUER DUPER CUTE.
ah well...speaks for itself.

i realise meow LOVES to look at her own reflection

yeah, she was there for pretty long. until i snap this, then she turn around.

cause she like red things, or hot pink things.

if you're wondering 'do cats see color?'

well, the answer is YES and NO.

they can only see selective color, are they colorblind?

yes and no too.

they can CONFIRM see vary shades of blue, grey and black.

and it's also said that cat lacks the ability to see red, pink.

but then again, it is also said that in recent discovery, cats can see reds and pink.

so which is true or false, i've got no idea.

i only know, my meow here likes anything red or pink.

no idea if she can see then, but she is generally attracted to them.

and if you wanna know what meow's breed is. (i've got no idea if i mention this before)

she is a Japanese Bobtail cat!

how i know?

well, look at this.

check out the similarities.

this is a Japanese Bobtail.
Awesomely cute.
This is my kitten, meow.
right right?!

they are super alike.

i was just reading stomp, and i saw that this little kitten got it's tail like, cut off.

with NO FUR.

like, bare bare bare bare meat, all red, with the tail like left half.

seriously, how in this world can anyone ever abuse animals.

no matter how much you hate animals, leave them alone luh, why go and torture them.

it really got on my nerves.

there's 2 types of people who i honestly detest.

1. people who buys a pet, and abandon it after awhile.

2. people who torture stray animals.

i've read before, owner left dog in a dog carrier. like this below.

an what did the owner do?

leave the dog with no food no water at some HDB bushes.

dog whine, cry, wail, the whole lot.

when someone found it, the dog for FEEDING on it's OWN flesh/fur, cause too hungry.

daddy always tell me, to give people the benefit of doubt.

this, i can't let off.

if you jolly well know you can't take care of the animal, give it to someone who does.

bring to SPCA. (i know what SPCA does to some animals, but there is still a chance of someone adopting it)

give a friend or family, whatever.

don't just bloody leave the dog there.

and as for people to torture stray animals, they are simply freaks.

animals are animals, even if they disturb you, or what, there is no reason for you to TORTURE them.

putting themselves in an animal shoe.

or simply, do you like it if someone torture you?

hell not right?

yah.

gosh, some people are simply bastards.

heartless freaks.

argh.

they are gonna get their turn.

honestly.

yeah, i can get really worked up when it comes to animals.

hehe (:

exam tomorrow.

HATES.

2009-11-03T15:55:00.007+08:00

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that time of the month have come again.

no, not THAT time.

it's the time of the month to rant about my upcoming exam.
which is in days time.

pretty much SUCKS to have exam.

i've got a friend, and he told me this, i TOTALLY AGREE. i mean, who wont?!

'if you ask me to go school i can, just go there sit and listen lor. but it's exams that i don't like'

yeah, so freakin' true.
i'm cool beyond anything to just go and sit, attend classes.
but not when i've got exams to take.

then he told me something else.

'we all get troubled and irritated. got to study, the dreaded moments before exam, but to think of it. exams only last for that short period'

true aye.

we all go mad, go crazy over exam.
study 24/7 just for ONE paper.
but once the day come, for that ONE paper.
the paper last (for me) 3 hours.
some more, once done can leave the exam room.
and i'm some mad speed demon person, i usually finish my paper within an hour and a half, or some times an hour.
cause i hate the 'exam room' feeling.

anyway, this time.
my paper is on Advance Management Practice.
and it's an open book exam.
so DUH, expectation are way higher. ):
but we get our books or in our case, notes.
and i honestly HATE the point that, the school in UK, always set our paper friggin difficult.

just like our Management Accounting, they throw us questions to do.
exam questions.
but we were NOT taught at all, on what we were given.
well, correction, not ALL were taught.

i honestly wonder why i even chose to study.
i guess it's just, the "everyone got to do it" kinda shitty thing.

i.can't.wait.to.get.out.of.this.school
HONESTLY. I CAN'T WAIT.
i'm not gonna mention names, or whatsoever.
i just can't tahan the system anymore.

1. it's dammit expensive
2. feedback system is cock (when the school is the one who ask for feedback)
3. exam questions are set out of students ability to understand
4. exam system is simple off.
5. not fair to lectures and students.

ARGH.
this is getting me effing frustrated.
ARGH.

i can't wait to FLY out of this school.

i think the thing i need now, is to just scold someone which is of USE.
pissing me off.

ever felt your blood boil, so hot that you wanna eat the world up, slap someone, scold someone, beat the shit out of someone, or just burn the whole organization.

i know, i sound like a TOTAL mad woman now.
but heck, let me be!
i'm mad for now, furious for now.
and i doubt anyone or anything can clam me down now!

i just, f****** hate studying, and f****** hate school!

i can't wait for exam to be over.
for next month to be over.
seriously, i wanna screw this whole system.

okay, i really wonder.
i don't really expect a reply from you, as in you, not like a You, as in you the one reading this.
but i won't mind getting one! haha.

if you were to be in a position where you GOT to spend a weekend with your ex, would you enjoy yourself with him/her?
and eventually (might) get back with him/her and dump your current?
or would you draw a VERY clear line between ex and you.

i really wonder.

hmm.

anyway, dinner just now was yums.

had dinner with folks, sis and bing (:

we had

HAIRY CRAB.

it was yums to the max max max.
and daddy wanna eat it again.

just imagine, you getting one WHOLE hairy crab to yourself.

goodness. yumsyums!

it was damn good i must say.

time flies isn't it.
driving is gonna end soon.
TP is drawing near, and i'm getting nervous.
seriously, i wanna pass it the 1st time.
i don't wanna spend a whole lump sum of money again.

haiii.

2009-11-02T00:40:00.002+08:00

guess tonight is just one of those emo nights.

all type of weird feelings crashing on me.

with my room lights all off, everyone asleep.

well, pretty much, except my sister and me.

tried to sleep, but fail terribly, clearly.

nights where you just wanna cry, and hide yourself from the world.

the feeling of being all alone.

you know, it's pretty weird. we all have our moments, but we all know that it's JUST a moment.
and that after a few hours, or even after sleep. things are all back to normal again. but yet, this moments we can't avoid.

sometimes i wish i can just snuggle up, cuddle up. and not think of anything in the world and sleep.
drag the one you love out with you to just WALK.

the best thing to do, the number one thing i love, is to just w.a.l.k and talk.
no aim nothing, just walk, talk and enjoy yourself.
don't think about school, work, troubles, worries. just walk, and laugh.

i've yet to do that.
walk.

another thing.

i wanna have a picnic.
i really do, just enjoy.
picnic!
it's inexpensive, and it's fun.

honestly, i feel like going for a walk now.
like, NOWNOWNOW, at 1.43am

oh well, clearly i won't right.
it's just a statement.

i'm gonna try to sleep now.
TRY.
):

night night.
i want my getaway.

2009-10-31T16:25:00.005+08:00

bloggie blog blog.

almost a week since i blog.
woooo.

brought fat boy for his birthday dinner (:

nice dinner.
ate at shokudo. heeren.

but supper was SUPER DUPER FUNNY.
cause the food was pretty much weird.
so we were laughing like some mad people.

anyway, it was kaka, bing, myself and fat boy himself.

everything else have been school and project.

and yesterday, i felt SUPER DUPER UPER STUPID.

sos drop me off at mount sophia, cause i needed to go to cathay.

i went to throw some rubbish away at some apartment lobby.

there was a dustbin outside the lobby, the drop of area there.

tiles on the floor was white, then there was a whole area of black.

so i throw my stuff, walk walk on to the black.

and i did not know, the whole black area was A POND.

so i step RIGHT into it.

twisting my ankle.

SMART AYE, SMART.

my ankle hurt bad bad man ): it was horrible, but well.

NO CHOICE.

had to live with it. dammit.

and now when i walk stairs, it will hurt a lil.

bearable pain.

haha.

hashbrown is BIGGIE BIG BIG NOW.

she learn how to climb up and down the stairs already.

anyway, my dear shino is in the hospital ):

went in on the 29th oct.

she had tummy pain.

did an xray, and she had like, gad in the tummy. cause she guts are not moving and it's causing her discomfort.

then, yesterday night, doctor called me, and told me that her bladder is abnormal.

so they did a ultrascan for her.

and today morning, another doctor called me that her uterus had fluid inside, and that if we don't sterilize her, she would get some infection. which if that happens, she got to go for an op to remove her uterus.

just got a call from the doc (1826)

she just had her op.

she is rather gong gong still.

but she is recovering fairly well.

so thats good news!

i really miss her though ):

and this kitty cat is like, the king of the house.

we're gonna bring her for all her japs and stuff.

she is starting to climb and all. really cute.

her new collar.

it's too fat for her neck.

but we needed it badly. cause she run around the house, and we DON'T KNOW WHERE she is at all.

so now she is like, 'ling ling ling ling' everywhere, it's really funny.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI TING(:

2009-10-25T12:47:00.001+08:00

this is my piggy kitten.

woohoo!

papi drivig za newxzx ridexzxz.
lovemecarrr.
yeah, interior is a light color.

i look like ah pui ): dammit.

i'm sooooooo freakin' tired.

cycling last night really pushed me.

i'm pretty much a BUM.

though i've been cycling with them for quite some time now, i still rather, suck.

HA.

shows how active i am huh. haha.

thighs are killing me.

and whats the best part?

I'M HAVING DRIVING LATER.

and what lesson? PARKING.

meaning?

lowwww speed

meaning?

clutch in like almost all the time.

meaning?

my left thigh is gonna die further.

besides that, i've got to meet my project group later.

sorry guys that i could not join you all from 10am!

1 more module to go, and i am done with my advance dip.

but first, don't fail any. HA.

i freaking hate, i mean HATE studying.

as for those few who knows, i've decided not to continue to my degree.

so please, not talk me out of it.

xie xie ni men veli veli muchie.

i'm a grumpy old woman now.

my back hurts. HAHA.

full of problem, haiiiiii.

i seriously am, exam is NEXT WEEK.

and i am hating it.

i could not meet my project group at 10am. my bad.

i'm worried, pissed, scared, and i just want everything to *poof out of sight.

bye.

2009-10-22T18:56:00.002+08:00

my dead blog.

so yeah.

anyway, i cut my hair.
as obvious.

monday night was at airport.

wanted to pass korkor something.

only to find out we got bluffffff.

it was not him who is going to uk.

since my cousin's birthday is today, Thursday.

he told us that he will be flying to uk to spend her 21st birthday with her.

only to find out that it was a bluff that he was the one going, cause it was a surprise and dd not want anyone to spill the secret.

we were there the whole night till 1am plus, waiting for him, wanting to pass to him something.

only to find out at 1.40am, that it's not he that is going. and the flight leaves singapore at 1.40am. and we were there from about 12am?

these pictures were taken when we were still in the bluff bubble.

yummy dinner. supper.

kitten in a sock.

the ultimate BUM ad.

off to bed. sick ):

2009-10-17T17:13:00.006+08:00

lesson on friday was only my group.
the 4 of us.

guess what, we had fun man.
check this out.

thats my teachers laptop, with our mac order. and our monnneyyy.

while waiting for the food to arrrrive.

lesson was suppose to start at 7.15pm. in the end, we chatted and ordered mac.

soo, still while waiting for the foood.

yummy yum yums!

we actually even took pictures paying money, collecting the food and all.

but it's all with Michelle (teacher)

my really happening teacher in blue.

ma space.

thats about it.

haha.

pretty damn awesome(:

so today, shino actually attacked my dear kitten.

like yeah.

i started to scream and cry ):

then shouted for sissy and my whole family came up.

hashbrown was screaming her lungs out, like seriously.

OUT.

then i was also.

and shino had hashbrown in her MOUTH.

good thing rima and sis came.

i was super useless ):

took hashbrown out of shino's mouth.

then i brought hashbrown straight for a bath.

she was TOTALLY TRAUMATIZED.

she could not meow, walk or anything.

she only could shiver.

so i took care of her.

bathe her, tuck her into bed to sleep.

went for my lunch, came back.

brought her to the living room to watch tv with me (:

and this is my lazy kitten.

she fell asleep in this position.

CLASSIC.

i did NOT, put her like this, she positioned herself. hahaha

she then change position after an hour or so to this.

OMG.

to this car.

1 Series

118i

the first car i'll be driving.

it's auto though, not manual (:

OMGOMGOMG.

BYE.

2009-10-16T01:06:00.004+08:00

as i type this.
i've got a little monster by my pillow, staring at my screen.

she is very very responsive to sound and my fingers.

there you go.

she then climb downnn.

and she looks at me. yes.
and i guess she thinks i'm mad.

thennn, she moves, again

boom.

the monster.

haha.

but well, what a darling also.

super duper uper pampered though. haha.

plus everyone loves her.

oh, when she purr, it sounds like some machine.

hahahha. the bubbles.

hahaha

and now, as she is older, she ONLY sleeps on the bed.

some more need blanket and sayang.

naughty girl.

anyway, i NEEEEED to jog and cycle.

damn.

it have been too long.

gotta gotta get back to it it man man.

and i'm gonna cut my hair next week.

exciting!

hahahaha. gonna make it short this time.

like for real.

hehehehe. have not had short hair for a really long time, so gonna give it anther shot. haha.

maybe i love it, for all i know.

my tummy is rumbling.

but, no, no food for me.

no!

goodnight

and sweet dreams.

2009-10-14T15:58:00.007+08:00

4 days since i last update.

school sucks with all the projects and assignments.
damn.

well, on a lighter note.

mum sis and me went to mustafa warehouse sale (:
sissy and me love to take picture of really, interesting things.

all i know about this, is that it's Skin Health.
but, whats indian madder?
honestly, no offense, but whats that?!
and, how do you pronounce this?
classsssssic ain't it?
yes kids, have your calcium, oh wait, it's calciYUM.
someone please explain whats Horny Goat Weed please.
for those who can't recognize, this is actually Naughty G.

okay, check this coooool thing out.
As pure as mother's love.
sounds nice.

until i saw...

GHEE.
thanks.
HAHA. I LOOK SO 'HAWT' IN IT.
hahaha.
okay, it's actually a cycling bib.
and obviously not mine.
the back is like sports bra.
haha

HASHBROWN!
thats hash and my sis.
she loves to snuggle into small holes.

cutenesszxzx.

last but not least.
this picture freak me out.
a friend of mine sent me this.

i called my sis over to my room to see.

sis: is that you?!
me: noooo...but it's damn freaky.

yeah.
speeeeechless about this picture. haha.
plus, she is not the first one who say i look like this girl.
many told me before.

anyway, i watched Cloudy with a chance of meatballs!

such a nice show.
watched it in 3D!

everyone SHOULD catch it.
it's nice!

the next show i wanna catch is My Sister's Keeper!
for some who knows, Cameron Diaz wet bald in the show.
whether it's real bald or fake bald.
well, it's FAKE. she is actually wearing a bald cap for the show.
but nonetheless, i believe it's a good show!

hehe.
byeybye!

2009-10-10T01:28:00.002+08:00

have been a year,
10.10.2009

a very very special day, at least to me.
it's popo's birthday.
as for those who don't know, popo pass away when i was sec 1.
thats 4 years ago.

and it's HAPPY BIRTHDAY to popo once again.

i honestly never felt like this before,
when you lose someone.

i really sit and wonder, why why does this happen to popo ):
why do she have to go so soon ):
at a young age of 65 ):
why?

it's unfair ain't it?
yeah, it is.
such an amazing woman.

i miss her soo very much,
honestly.

i miss all the saturday dinner, prepared by her.
i miss my duck drum she buy for my birthday yearly.
i miss spending christmas with her.
i miss her shouts and screams.
i miss massaging her leg.
i miss 'yat tam yat mun'
i miss how she feed me.
i miss her fetching me from school after training.
i miss her bringing me to tiution.
i miss her bringing me to CK Tangs to shop.
i miss her nags.
i miss her cooking.
i miss her 'kan chiong'-ness

i just want her back soo soo badly.
i really do.
i've yet to show her how big i am now.
how much i've grown, how much i've matured over the years.

i miss you popo
i love you too.

2009-10-08T15:17:00.004+08:00

nothing much have been happening man.

pretty boringgg.

school, and all only.

had driving yesterday though.
amazing shit.
but well, my left thigh hurts now.
did the Narrow Road, 'S & Crank'
slow speed control.
so clutch in like alll the time.

i wonder why i keep getting the same instructor.
and it's not that i like this fella.
i actually don't, don't really like his teaching and all.
more than teaching me to be a safe driver, it looks like he is just being kiasu to the max.
cause any damages that happens to the car, the instructor got to take responsibility of it.
not the student.
so it totally looks like he just scared i langga the car.

anyway, a little update of the little kitten.

went to like, put her high up on my shelf.

some times i honestly can't tell if she is scared, or if she just wanna jump down.

but she is super pampered, cause she is sleeping NOW.
and where is she sleeping?
on my bed, IN my blanket.
how shiok right.

but well,she learn how to pee and poo in the cat littler already (:

hungry!
bye!

oh!
before i go.

totally diggin' my new picture.

2009-10-06T11:24:00.001+08:00

i can't help but to post this picture up.

damn, i miss that weekend.
it would be even better if more could come.
was a rockin' missin' weekend.

anyway, had breakfast with sissy yesterday morning.
our long talked about mac breakfast.

yums!

then yesterday afternoon, went out with mummy.
mum was sweet enough to take half day leave to go out with us.

thats our high tea, which SUCKED.
service and all was horrible.
but yeah (:

bought stuff, went to topshop to get stuff.
and i finally got my mizuno shorts.
mum bought me goggles too.

and we dinnered at this canto place.
with AWESOMEEEE HOR FUN.
seriously.

at tg pagar.
NICNEICENICEEEE.

PS2PS2XBOXXBOX.

2009-10-04T23:35:00.002+08:00

no idea,

but i just feel really weird
awkward.

i don't know.
i really don't.
at times, i just wanna do what i wanna do.
and what i say or tell people, they seem to simply twist everything.
if not, they would not even understand.

i want freedom.
i want the freedom i call freedom.
but somehow, just don't don't get it.
i get stuff like

'i thought you said you wanted freedom? and now this is called freedom?'

like what i say, freedom I CALL freedom.
not to anyone of you, but to me me me.

okie? (:

i'm stubborn, very very stubborn.
or rather, i'm super selective.
and i won't believe anyone until i get myself hurt.

okay, example.

A: don't touch the plate ah, it's hot
me: ORH
(few seconds later)...
me: OUCH! HOT!
A: did i not tell you the plate is hot?!

yeah, thats me.
um zai si.

so honestly, by telling me things.
MIGHT not work, or rather 80% of the time does not.
cause i won't listen.
i gotta lose it/burn myself before i will understand.
i hope this is understood.

as much as it's care and concern.
love and all.
i know, i understand, i got it.
thanks.

i only see 'this' happening to me.
ha.

anyway, weekend have been pretty fun.
but REALLY TIRING.

saturday, went for Amos' Company Anni (:
Happy 10th Anniversary!!

and had Zhi Rui's 21st!
(:
not happy birthday yet to him. haha.

had dinner with the cycling group, Jap dinner with durian.
I LOVE DURIAN. HONESTLY.
YUMMY YUM YUM!

i'm broke to the max of alllll brokeness now ):

haiiiiiii.

2009-10-03T09:45:00.003+08:00

have not beeeen blogging.

have been busy mugging, for my unknown exam.
(if you get what i mean)

anyway, came home early today to have breakfast with mummy love.
we went vegetable-marketing.
so exciting.
have been damn long since i last went to the market with mother, so now that i finally go, so cool.
makes me wanna own my own veggie stall.
you stand tall tall up up high high.
then just take baskets full of veggie, then count weigh then take money.
still can chit chat. HAHAHA.

anyway, last night was at Mustafa.
reached Mustafa at 1am plus?
yeah, and we went SHOPPING.
hahaha, and we're two VERY had person.
we bought this.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
okay, yah, remote control cars.
went back, put everything out, chiong open to play.
haha.

a Lambo and Fairlady.

SWEE HOH.

if you're smart enough, you will know mine's the Red Fairlady.

out very cheap mustafa toy cars.

funny thing, the lambo is actually CHEAPER than my fairlady.

34 compared to 37.

funny.

anyway, i brought hashbrown out just now, let her walk and run around the back of my house.

cause daddy don't allow her to be kept in the house.

so, i got to let her out and run as soon as she is ready.

but of course, she will still come home to eat and bathe and all.

shino attacked her just now though. i leash shino up, but let hashbrown run free.

and she keeps running after shino. it's damn funny.

but she is such a darling.

and damn, today i''m pack.
like, suddenly.
2 birthday parties, 1 dinner, 1 party.
and ALL at the same time.
amazing?
haiiiii.
then, suddenly tomorrow i got NOTHING on at all.
sooo irritating.
and i've got soooo many people to meet up with.

Sayang!
Milkshake!
Kakee!

this 3 ah, damn important.
if i still don't meet them, i think they will murder me. haha.

total ahlian in bottom left picture NehxxxxxXxXxXx.

before i forget, HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL!

alrighty, off to go help mummy COOK COOK COOK, MAKE MAKE MAKE MEAT MEAT MEAT LOAF LOAF LOAF!!

picture of it soon!

mummy makes the best meat loaf.

seriously.

YUMS!

i wanna play my car!

2009-09-30T14:02:00.004+08:00

as said, pictures of my malaysia friends.
the 2 VERY VERY pretty twins.
Marilyn and Rachel (:

i look ULTRA unglam. heh.

i'm reallllly excited, and i can't wait for them to come to singapore!
weehee (:

oh, and something happen just now.
i had my lunch in my room.
was done, and i brought my plate down.

because i've got my little hashbrown with me, i gotta keep my room doors close at allllll time.
with my windows open, and a breeze day.
some of you might know what happen.

took my plate, walk to the door. open the door.
then suddenly, a damn strong wind came flying into my room like bullets.
and naturally, i stop the door from slamming, under estimate the gap between the door and the wall.
and BANG.
seriously, it was a BANG.
the door BOUNCED BACK.
had that stupid bounce back sound.
slammed into my RIGHT index and middle finger.
and i froze (:

with my HUGE plate, and DAMN heavy fork and spoon on the plate.
good thing i did not drop the plate, mum would have kill me.
or i would have killed myself.

but yes, i froze there for awhile.
then still in shock, walk the stairs with my fingers burning.
put the plate into the sink, walk to my maid.
and i say, 'my finger very pain, got slammed by the door'
and she was like, 'AIYOHHHHH!! PAINNN AHH'

my middle finger feels fine.
it's all cool.
but my index started to swell and you know, can feel a lump thingy.
and i can't feel anything.

why does my story sound exaggerated?
ahhhh heck.
it's true anyway.

funny part.
i just took a pen to try and write.
and my index feels REALLY weird.
like, i can't feel my pen, yet i am holding it.
wth, thats called numb.
yes.

hehehe.

but damn it hurts.
somehow reminds me of my knee incident.
i ran into an edge of a wall in HK.
and my whole knee swell.
went to see the doc, he said, i actually crushed my soft bone and hard bone.
and so now, my knee fits into the edge of walls.
HAHAHA.

it's funny cause of the way i fell.
crash into the wall while holding ice cream. hahaha.
then i bounced back, and my mother open the hotel room door.
cause she said she heard a loud bang. HAHAHA.
only to find her daughter sitting laughing infront of the door, then start to cry.

and here's a video of my little princess.
she is really attracted to red and pink! (:
more videos of her can be found on my FB.

2009-09-29T11:06:00.009+08:00

as obvious as it seems.
i'm gonna blog properly about my trip and F1.

went to malaysia from the 25th - 27th.
had to attend a my cousin's wedding.

so here goes, with the pictures.

DAY 1
at the airport, at like what, 9? or 8? am in the morning. i still had my sleepy face on.
and thats Rebecca, my cousin.
with her super duper alert face. wlel, cause she did not sleep.
rebecca with gong gong and kau gong.
daddy and mummy.
up up and awayyyy.

doesn't it remind you of care bear? ahhaa
arrive at KL.
yes, thats the plane i took.
and thats err, me.
freakin' budget, and we gotta walk this dammit long walkway to the terminal.
thats Victor.
checked in and all that, then we went to walk around shop and eat.
HAHAHA. A&W.
SHIOK OR WHAT.

but i heard from my friends that even A&W in malaysia is shutting down, slowly, 1 by 1.
thats the hotel room.
for the 1st night there.
Rebecca and me went to swim swim.
haha, i don't swim back here in singapore.
so i had to swim in malaysia.
anyway there was nothing for us to do.

check this outt.
i'm a virgin wii player.

after swimming that day.
we actually went to meet our friends form malaysia.
i met my dear twins from Sarawak.
finally get to meet them, AFTER 2 LONG YEARS PLEASE.
pictures are with them, will get it from them soon (:

pretty retarded and funny.
thats Rebecca and myself at friend's house, playing wii!

DAY 2, the Wedding day.

checked out of that hotel, and we came over to this resort to attend the wedding.
we went swimming (again)
then i went to do my nails and hair for the wedding.

soo soo soo much cheaper than compared to singapore lor!

i started to camwhore. AHAHHAHAHA

all dressed up (:
parents and myselfff
out of 7 of us, only 3 went.
if only the rest could make it!
i'm talking about us cousins.
my cousin, Albert and his now wife Wendy.
just a little background, Albert is actually a pilot for MAS. (Malaysia Airline)
and his wife Wendy, is an accountant.
how cool right.
VIP table.

thats all for the trip.

after the wedding we went to play pool.
and guess what, DADDY PLAYED WITH US!

day 3 was just pack up and leave.
too busy to take any pictures. haha.

F1

thats called, PHOTOGRAPHER.
check out his 2 cameras, and his lens.
it's pretty scary eh.
we're seated at Turn 1 Grandstand.

took ALOT of pictures, but all of them are like, same thing.
if not, just different drivers.
anyway, majority of people supports Hamilton.
so i only bother uploading him. HAHA
the parade of all the drivers.
just him will do(: haha
those little white stuff are the F1 grid girls!
and hey debs, i saw you!
hahaha

the race STARTSSSS.
and thats Hamilton.
the picture is all whitish and blurish and all.
is cause of the dust they kick up when they drive.
SERIOUSLY.

taken when RedBull crasheddddd.

hammmmmmilton.
damn solid.
this SLK is amazing.
the safety car.

watching the F1 live was really an experience.
it's loud like !#$#@$%#^$& but it's shiok.
sadly like i said in my previous post, or was it my facebook shout out.
i was totally drained.
really really tired to even move.
cause 27th was the finals, and i came back singapore on the 27th morning.

yeah, well, not many pictures right?
i know.
go to my FB to see them all.

pictures of my KL trip would be up FIRST.
will upload F1 later when i'm free.

2009-09-28T00:22:00.004+08:00

Okay.

Everything is pretty much settled :(
I'm just gonna smile. I an going to.
No matter how hard it is. Right?
Yes.

Gonna bomb my blog with tons of pictures and words.
Would be blogging about my KL trip and F1, since I had the chance to watch.
Not with just anyone:) but with hub's.

I'm really really tired now. Dammit.
And I've still got my little hashbrown to look after.
Since i got back, she is alot bigger. I felt luh.
Ahe can finally walk properly and her teeth are alot more obvious :)

I've got totally no energy to upload pictures and blog about my trip.
Anyway I'm blogging using my phone now pictures are not even uploaded yet.
And I did a count, to realise I've got 800 over pictures to upload, look through and sort.

Just something short.
F1 is dammmnnnn nice. I like :)
now I see why daddy love F1 this much.
But sadly I was just super duper tired :(
I'm totally falling asleep while typing this.
Omg

alrighty. I'm gonna blog when I'm alive.
And with my eyes open.
Good thing my phone got word corrector.
If not I doubt anyone will every understand what I'm typing.

Goodnight
goodbye
:(

2009-09-26T00:51:00.002+08:00

why why why.
why do i sit here.
in my cold cold hotel room.
staring into my brightly lighted screen.
with shivering fingers.
typing this.

i know i can't let it roll
cause, i'm not alone.
korkor is behind me watching soccer.
biu jie is taking a bath in the toilet.

but,

it's strong.
it's really strong.

i know i can't.

with that little wish of mine.
with that little confused prayer i make.

i know i can't do anything.
i know what i say won't change things around.
i know it's all useless.

withdrawer symptoms.
seriously.
the urge of just leaving Malaysia now.
just running back home.
just going back home.

and i've got 1 more night to go.
and it's not even the first night, it's not even over.
and all these are happening.

i can't imagine.
i cannot.

help?
anyone?
someone?
please?

):

2009-09-22T12:26:00.006+08:00

past few days have been eggciting.
but tiring i must say.

little monster friend pass to her a abandon kitten.
only about 2? 3? weeks old.
and soooo, we're nursing her, taking care of her.

her name is Hashbrown (:

there she is(:

had dinner with parents on saturday.
nice dinner.

but guess what, hehehe, i brought Hashbrown along for dinner!
put her into my bag, brought her milk.
hehe.

my infamous mouse

sunday was kerrie's 18th!

and yesterday!
Hari Raya.
had the first day cycling.

and i woke up at 6.21am.
i think i'm damn amazing now
HAHAAHAHAHAH.
like, ever since secondary school, i've not been get up that early.
no shit man.
brought my cam along, woo.
her very first 'cycling'
hahaha.

i still think it's mad crazy but mad cool to have tons of bikes mount on a roof of a car.

anyway, KITTEN'S MILK IS SUPER DUPER UPER EX!
i paid like $21.90 for a 200g milk powder!
okay, honestly, i don't know if that is considered ex.
but well, it is to me.

on top of that, i've got a VERY VERY jealous dog. who is right outside my door NOW.
(i had to close my door)
i can't let her in cause she will go mad.
like she did just now, and she left me like TONS of scratches on my arm/leg/tummy.
tummy, cause i carry her.
and shino is KNOCKING the door.
like, really KNOCKING.

looking after a kitten is really NOT EASY.
once she starts to meowww.
problem, she won't stop till she gets what she wants.
just like a human baby.
but well, she is such a joy.

and i've got really tired and sore thighs now.
but at least i'm looooooosing my ugly fatts.
HAHA.

goooodbye.

2009-09-17T15:39:00.005+08:00

weeheeeeee.

school is boring, and sian.
seriously.

other than school, LIFE'S GREAT (:
hahaha.

driving have been coming REALLY well, really happy.
just got home from driving, and it's damn funny.
each lesson, i forget something.
like, other lesson, i keep forgetting to check blind spot.
and today lesson, i keep forgetting my signals.
wth.

while driving, there was a car infront of me having TP.
then right, damn suay, the learner over estimated the yellow box, and the car landed like, in the yellow box. the back wheels lah, in the yellow box.
straight away fail ):
damnnn.

and my instructor and myself cannot stop laughing, i think got some laughing gas in the car. damn funny.

on tuesday had a photoshoot!
eggciting.
was pretty fun and all. HEHE.
but pictures are not with me yet.

well, after the shoot, we went to have lunch.
and OMG, THATS MY FIRST VAN RIDE!

yeah, it's actually OUR first van ride.
thats Rebecca by the way, my cousin.

so we excitingly took pictures. hahaha

after lunch, we headed down to vivovovovovovo.
and excitingly took pictures AGAIN.

i TOTALLY blend in with the background.
i know. ahahahhaa
i like.
haha

after vivo-ing with cousin, i went down to Douby to meet Madd, cause clique will be giving kerrie a surprise!
birthday surprise!

there she go!
super random and messy, i know.
but yes.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE
sophia and myself.

and i'm a really random person.

okay, after everything.

went down to zouk after school yesterday.
Mamboooo.
hahaha, I HONESTLY NEVER CLUB AT ZOUK BEFORE.
and was my first time there, TO CLUB.
other time i went, was cause i was the photographer for sissy's studio event.
and i was underage -.-

place was not pack pack, but well, comfortable number.
cranberry vodka, is nice.
hehe.
so yes yes.

i can't stand school.
haha.

hokies!
gotta go!

mummy's sick ):

and i edited my own picture.
HAHA

BEFORE
AFTER

2009-09-15T03:02:00.002+08:00

SELLING

picture credited to Hocuspoucing.

Bought dress for $25

Selling at: $20
BRAND NEW (or rather, i tried it on)
selling it cause it does not fit me well (:

but trust me, it's a reallllly hot pretty bodycon.

mail me at tofukia@hotmail.com

2009-09-14T15:39:00.002+08:00

finally, i got some time to bloggggg.

weekend was pretty alright.

we had supper at simpang with cousin.
we even played CS.
and i'm HORRIBLE at that game.
then we change to L4D, and damnnn it was fun.
finally they know whats FUN.
hahhahahahahaha.
was really funny cause out of the 3 of us, only i played L4D before, and i've not played it for damn long already.
so i totally forgot all the buttons and stuff, and had to ask people around. -.-
i know. hahahaha.

but whatever it isss, we had fun.

best part?
we went back home, and left my HOUSE KEYS at the lan shop.
shit. i know.
drove all the way back at like 2.45am? just to find my keys.
good thing it's there, and not like missing or what. i would have totally cried man.

so yeah, saturday, went cycling again.
and damn, i completed what, 40? 45? kilometer.
when i never thought i would be able to.
i did it (:

gonna jog jog jog, real soon also.

so yeah, nothing much on sunday, except being damn hungry the whole day.
and till dinner, ate like 1 bowl on ban mian, plus 1/5 of little jiawen's tom yum noodle. and still hungry.
came back home, and we ate 2 pizza and 2 bak zhang.

and now?

monday?

i'm still hungry.

HAHAHA.

hokies! i gotta gooo outtt nowsss.
buhbyessss.

2009-09-14T02:05:00.004+08:00

blogger have been suchanassssss.

everything keeps appearing HTML style.
and it's like, impossible to upload pictures and all.

went out with my awesommmmeeeeeee friends <3 we met before they went to army. and it have been what? 2 or 3 months?

pictures pictures. botak Daryl, and sexy Belle.
botak Zhi Yu, and myself.
Mr Grasshopper.

we were saying this is our 'si ren zhao pian'
HA.
Daryl so cool, i'm jealous.

HAHAHA
funny girl, had to make sure the hat looks good on her. (:
AIYAH, normal. ZL
he just wants his cap back, BADLY.
1, 2, 3, 4.
she looks totalllllllly like a doll. don't she?
thats a very cute mirror.
joel the late. NOT the great.
say hello to my plant (:

NIGHTTT.
blog more some time soon about my weekendddd.
tired now (:

2009-09-09T01:21:00.003+08:00

i went out today with a birdnest on my head.

people come and people go.
at times, people go too soon.
then you realize that you did not even have a chance to say thank you.
damn. Gone too soon.

you'll be missed Uncle Gong Gong.
Thanks for everything (:

then i went for Spanish with sissy.
we went to Shokudo to eat. the one at Heeren.

and i look ultra retarded.
cause my left eye is actually swollen.
it's red and puffy ):

something really really random.

i really like yesterday's look.

and my watch is da sex.

goodnight.

the weirdest feeling.
it keeps hitting me again and again.
time and time again.
damn.

2009-09-08T07:54:00.000+08:00

school sucks. ):

anyway, went out after school.
went for a car wash, HA.
recently i've been taking pictures using my phone, really random pictures.

we had mega mcspicy.
I FINISHED MY.
it's like, O.M.G YOU REALLY DID!?
yah.
i still thought i'll give away or something, but NOOOO. i finished it.
haha, wth.

amazing shit.

and my eyes have been giving me SOO MUCH PROBLEM.
itchy, red and all. and now it's swollen.
damn irritating.

i think mcspicy was a lil too spicy for my tummy.
it's hurting ):
damnn.

rest in peace uncle gong gong.
you will be missed dearly by all of us.
<3

2009-09-07T14:12:00.003+08:00

went cycling, was pretty shiok.
pushed myself. HAHA.
finish, and my leg felt like jelly.

anyway!
went dinner with folks plus gramps and yeeyee.
went to chinatown to have fish head bee hoon.
NOW I KNOW WHY MUMMY AND DADDY LIKE THE FOOD THERE.
DAMN NICE. SERIOUSLY.
and i got really lame.

we had like 2 of this big big big kong of fish head bee hoon.
HA. thats mine (: i ate like 5 - 6 bowls of fish head bee hoon.
IT'S THAT YUMMY!
daddy shared beer with gong gong.
i tried some too.
NICE NICE.
from Hollan.
yeah, see the 2 big bowls?
then we walked chinatown.
i looked like an idiot taking the pictures, seriously.

see the top left picture, THEY SELL FANS LIKE THIS!
SO COLORFUL AND NICE!
and bottom right is dadddddddykins!
you know, you don't always get what you want in life.
there's always a stop.
sibs loveeeeeeeeeeeeee.

and i've got craving to eat fish head bee hoon now.
-.-

maybe, just maybe, i should have it later for my dinner.
HAHA.

byebye!

2009-09-05T23:12:00.005+08:00

came home in the morning, completed my show My Girl.

nicenice.
i always like happy endings!

got really bored, took a picture of my house air-well.

i think it's nice. haha.
like duh.

and, i did some sewing!
some thread thingy came out from my gloves.
so i sew it together.
i sew 1 finger, then my maid help me sew the other.

there it is, my gloves for cycling (:

looked like some retard trying to sew.

then i found out why i can't sew.

cause my dear mother can't too!
but she can croshay really really really well!

whats croshay?

this is!

i use to sit beside mummy on her bed to croshay also.
but mine is those kids stuff, ain't nice, no design no pattern, it's just following mum, while she do something really pretty.

had dinner with the fammy.
and i ate 4 bowls of rice. OMG.
i know rightttt. madness.
best part was that, the rice was HARD.

i just don't understand myself sometimes.
then gulp down 2 mouth of wine.
and went to jog.

while jogging, i was on the verge of puking man.
like, the freaking vomit came into my mouth, IT'S DAMN GROSS.

and my ankle hurts like @$%#^$^&
was running half way when a super duper sharp pain just like, (and i'm lost for words)
AIYAH! my right ankle had that sharp pain luh.

shoesshoes!
cycling shoes!

no it's not mine.

pretty ain't it!?

haha.

nighty night night!

2009-09-04T17:45:00.004+08:00

just started on a new drama called My Girl.

pretty cute show.

blogger have been a total retard.
at last, it's normal now.

have been having driving everyday this week, except the weekends.
tiring but shiok.

and i've not been cycling and jogging this few days ):
was not home, didn't have the chance to ):
gonna push myself the next time i do. SOON.

this 2 months plus have been the best.
seriously, the best.

random pictures, and video.

okay, let me explain.

haha.

see the whole bag of mac.

thats RUBBISH. we've finish eating, and thats the rubbish.

was afraid of ants invading everything, so some 'smart-ass' decided to do it the river thingy.

and the hagen-daze box is just to hold the rubbish.

was just saying, 'over a bag of rubbish, gotta do soo much'

NEXT!

pretty pretty in pink.

was at Orbea's webby. when we came across this.

AH-NEH-SWEE.

ahhhh well ):

no where near to me/for me.

ain't high end, but still. ):

sometimes, when you know you're just not good enough for something.

and you end up just admiring it.

and watch people enjoy.

haiiiiissszxzxzzxzxzxzx ):

but anywayssss, it's pretty.

watch the below video!

Boo boy.

hungry lil cat.

damn cute.

weather these few days have been killer pretty much.

super duper uper hot hot hot.

rained that day, had driving, got totally drenched while running to the center.

having the same instructor for 5 days is killer.

honestly, i don't know why.

my instructor asked me this today, 'so how do you find driving?'

i was lost for words. i could not answer him at all.

until awhile, i just say, 'okay ah. i still enjoy driving'

i was expecting a, 'OMG I LOVE IT' instantly.

but notttt.

haha. oh well. whatever.

i wanna cut my hair, AGAIN.

my fringe have been growing VERY VERY fast.

i just realise i've blogged finish and all, but i just have not post it for like, 2 days.

and it's not even my draft (though i know it's auto save)

left it here.

(and i can only dream)

2009-09-03T17:50:00.000+08:00

blogger and me have a love hate relationship.

and now, it's HATE.

like, WTH.

whats that.
i can't even upload pictures!
gotta upload to photobucket the WHOLE ROUND.
wth.

and i've got pictures to upload.
and i don't wanna use photobucket, cause once i delete pictures there, pictures will all be gone from here!

damn, i hate this. argh.

2009-08-31T00:18:00.004+08:00

it have been a whole 6 days since i last blog.

have not been blogging EVERYDAY for the past month.

Oooooo wellls.

just when i start to actually REALLY ENJOY MY FREAKIN SCHOOL BREAK.

THE FREAKIN' HOLIDAY ENDS.

WHATTHE****

and, (i'm totally gonna sound like a bimbo) i totally hate schooling. O.M.G

like school? *puke*

school? *gag*

school? *cuts myself*

school? *bang my head on the wall*

yes. you pretty much for the point.

i can't help but to use, FCUKING HATE EDUCATION.

argh.

and best part? school starts TOMORROW.

WTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTH.

ON THE LIGHTER NOTE!

saturday was lil naughty Randloph's 7th birthday.

and now, Randloph have become KORKOR to lil sister Leigh-Anne Rebecca.

this is the naughty boy.
and this little angel is Leigh-Anne
this is their pet dog, KIMMY! a mush pit. or something.

reallllllllly, active.
HANDSOME EH?!

then today, (sunday) is 2nd uncle's birthday!

together with baby Gisele from Malaysia.

relatives from malaysia!
the clan.
August babies!
this jelly is yummy yumyum!
relatives from Malaysia! (:
cousins (:
cousins with the birthday boy, HAHA. UNCLE.

and a really long story on how we caught grassy.
this is Grassy (:

Jon and Kate Plus 8 is an AMAZING SHOW.

it's about this couple who have 8 kids.

and not just any 8.

first they had a pair of twins.

then next, they had sextuplets!

which means, mummy gave birth to 6 kids at a go.

amazing huh!

okay, blog more soon!

i'm really tired, sian and kinda pissed off.

2009-08-25T01:22:00.001+08:00

you know, sometimes i really wonder.

are N level students THAT silly?

that education is really AIN'T for them?

or is it just, the society simply EXCLUDES or CLASSIFY N level students as 'BUAY SAI TAK CHEK'

which is it?

and honestly, sometimes i wonder was ITE open just to shut parents mouths up.
to stop the complains and all.

as much as people tell me, 'don't get affected by people around you, don't get affected by what people say and comment on N level students'

but when things gets over board, i can't help but to get affected.

i tell my friends and myself not to bother about it, we're all good and stuff.

but so?

society don't look at things that way.

sometimes, i really just wanna throw my studies away (:

goodbye.

2009-08-22T23:54:00.005+08:00

on friday, yesterday.

was my DEAREST ONE DECADE'S 18TH BIRTHDAY!
AND I LOVE HER! *SCREAMS*
so yes, i was over at her place early.
helped her as much as i could (:

just a lil background of us.
and i'm really proud of this friendship(:
One Decade(OD AKA LAUREN) and me have been the best of friends since primary ONE!
so we know each other for 12 years and many many months so far, and still counting.
we have a very deep friendship. HAHA

hope she enjoyed herself!

here are some pictures of her party.
the rather random ones. haha

and her party was HAWAIIAN THEMED!

okay, clearly this picture is TOTALLY random.
anyway, the one in black and white on the left is the birthday girl!
MISS LAUREN CHANG YEN MING!

okay, the picture.
i like it. i don't know why, but i do.
cause some how i felt like i look like a mother of 3 SONS! HAHAHAHA.
i know it's TOTALLY random. but yes. HAHA.
hehehe.
the mummy of 3.
and this is, Brian Chang, a VERY VERY VERY naughty boy.
who calls me 'mean person'
wonder what happen to his cuteness ):
lovelovelove!
birthday girl, kakeeeee and myself (:
okay, this is 1000000% scandalous. hahaha
say hello to the helpers. HAHA.
girl in blue is tongtong kerrie, kakee is beside me(:
the OHMYGOODNESSTHEHOUSESOOOOOFREAKINGNICE picture.
thanks kerrie for this. hahaha.
JANICE and myself! (:
jan and myself have been friends for 8 years!
OD jan and myself use to be a clique (can say so luh)
like primary school, recess together. hahaha.
and this is dear kerrie, friends for 8 years too!
she's my Nurse. haha
hahaha. thats kakee trying to protect shosho from, erm, me. hahaha
YAPPY BIRTHDAY OD!
no cake, but DONUTS!
awwwwxzxzxzxzzxzzxz. i love you babe!

so yeah, thats about it.
all other pictures are in shosho cam and some other people cam. haha.

and today! (saturday)
had fammy dinner with papa side.
cause Aunt Hua's mum is in town!
i seriously got no idea what this is.
was stuck with like, western, jap, chinese?!
scallop, cheese, satay sauce which taste like jap curry thingy.
and this my friends, won the title of I'M FREAKING NAUGHTY AND TALKATIVE, BUT SOOOOOOOO LOVABLE.
my dearest Randloph. whom recently just got a meimei. so sweet.

dinner was pretty alright.
been REALLY long since i last seen my cousins and all.
so yeah, it's nice.
(:

daddy enjoyed himself for sure(:
and seeing papa happy makes me happy too!

and it's SUNDAY 23RD AUGUST NOW.

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY ONE DECADE!
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU GIRLY!

it's really nice to see a friend turn a year older!
but then again, older?
hmmm...

age gets SENSITIVEEE as years pass eh.

ah well.

hehe (:

anyway, mummy and me did some MAJOR shopping!
i bought, tons of bras HAHAHAHAHA.
like, 7.
mad, i know.

PLUS.
4 tops, and 2 rompers.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEE.

mummy bought like, alot also.
we are one hell of a mother and daughter.
hehe.
sadly sissy could not join us ):
if nottttt....
GONE.

best part, we spend about 2 hours or so? at Robinson.
thats still alright.
but, about ONE AND A HALF HOUR AT THE bra SECTION.
JUST TO TRY AND CHOOSE. HAHAHAHHA.

i can confidently say i tried in total of MORE than 20 pairs.
HAHAHA.
in the end settle with 7.

YAY! I'M GONNA HAVE A FULL FULL FULL PACKED AND PRETTY NICE COLORFUL bra DRAWER!

THANKS YOU MUMMY DEAREST!
LOVE YA!

omgomg, something else.
i actually wore my guess wedges (it's platformed and height is close to 5 inches) for the WHOLE DAY.

hehe. good good (:

alrighty!
nights!

2009-08-20T16:50:00.000+08:00

damn, i hate blogger now.

the whole format is screwed up.
and it's dammit hard to blog!

anyway, it's finally FRIDAY tomorrow.
or rather, it's FRIDAY tomorrow.
times flies or what.

and for the past 2 days, i've been staying home.
it's reallly reallllly boring.
well, thats the result of falling sick ):

spanish lessons are getting better and better by the week.
haha.
was pretty dry and boring in the beginning, but it's getting ALOT better now!

i really needa jog.
it have been too long since i last jogged.

and this post is going no where, and it's getting way too random.

I WANT MAGNUM ICE CREAM AND FROZEN YOGURT!

2009-08-20T00:18:00.003+08:00

damnnn.

FINALLY blogger is NORMAL.

anyway, attended a wedding dinner on saturday.
went for the wedding only to find that i was to INFORMAL!
so i had to take my berms off.
i know.
and pull my top as a dress. (which is also really a dress)
yes.

anyway, fell sick ):
bad tummy, plus fever.
super duper sian.

oh well.

blog again soon.
ain't that well now.

nighty night night

2009-08-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

there are just some things parents will NEVER understand their kids.
and some things us kids won't understand about our parents.

as i grow up, i realise this.
and it happens all the time, and i believe it happen to you before too.

COMPARING

yes? sounds familiar?

'why can't you just be like your (fill in whoever)'
'if (so and so) can, why can't you? same age and all also'

and the thing i hate is.

'during my time, wherereeeee got such thing one. by 7pm i got to be home'
'why you spend so much!? my time i only get 2 dollars'
'last time, where got like you so much freedom one'

okay, honestly. seriously.

that time, that time.
and now.

but i got to clarify 1 thing.
i'm not taking this from a i-am-joking kind of tone when a person say that.
or rather, people say it jokingly, but honestly mean something behind it.
but you get what i mean.

trying to compare like what, 1976 or whatever with 1990?
seriously, people move on, time moves on.
why compare.
thats then, now is now.

police wear shorts then, they don't anymore now.

even 2000 and this year 2009 changes.
so what more a bigger gap?

kids gets phone in primary school, as young as primary 1.
and then? kids only get their phone in secondary school?
so?

damn, i hate it when people compare.

STAYING HOME

i realise something.
when i'm home with my parents, they don't talk to me.
everything is still the same.
but when i'm not home, they make noise.

when i make time to spend time with them, they are either busy, or something.

but times i am not with them, they kinda 'say' me for not being home.

when i get home, they are asleep.
when i go out, they are at work.
so how?

sis went through the same thing.
well, everyone do.

the period where you just, go out late, hang out late and all.

but well, i can't compare.
she is OLDER. and i am LITTLE.

the LITTLE can NEVER say anything, or can NEVER be pissed at the OLDER.
but OLDER can make noise, can scold, the whole lot to the LITTLE.

well, you should understand what i mean.

oh well.
shall stop here for now.

nighty night night.

2009-08-17T14:36:00.000+08:00

blogger is screwed up.

shall blog another day.

gosh.

2009-08-11T02:10:00.005+08:00

once in a while.

i blog about this topic.

which is close to everyone's heart.

which rings a bell in your heart.

which bring a fuzzy feeling.

which makes you go all weird-y.

or at least it makes me feel that way.

Love.

it's funny how everyone seeks for love, but getting hurt in return.

how a 3 year relationship can just end, and break with ONE sentence.

how a 7 year relationship can just end.

or how a marriage can be broken with a signature.

thats how strong love is.

but looking at it from another point.

it's sweet how you see a family together.

how love can bring 2 individual together.

how a guy and a girl can be together from smooth and fair to frail and wrinkled, and still as loving.

how a couple never fails to laugh together, spend time together.

how a married couple never gets bored of each other.

how a married couple can wake up to see the love of their love right beside.

it's sweet ain't it?

it's just as what everyone wants, just as what everyone pictures.

and it's really amazing, on how 2 individuals can come together as one, just cause of 1 word.

it's amazing cause it's not easy.

1. accepting imperfections
2. gotta accept your other half for who he/she is
3. understand him/her

and the list goes on.

amazing ain't it?

honestly,
it's not easy
it's not simple
it's not a snap of the finger

to me,

love is a feeling an experience like never before.

is a roller coaster ride on a really fragile track.

it's up to me, and you, to make things work.
it's up to one, and two, to make things work.
it's up to him, and her, to make things work.
it's up to half, and half, to make things work.

picture credited to ~Reaubain

what happen when you go home, only to find out you did not bring your keys out.
and the best part?
your whole family including your maid is not home.

and the 2 of you are locked out of home, with a dammit noisy dog barking like some mad girl.

you climb.

first, climb into the back, grab a chair for your friend.
second, friend uses the chair to hop on to the roof, carefully walk crawl whatever towards your room window, and go in.
third, friend comes down from inside the house to unlock door for you.

thats my adventure.
and i sumpa it's fun.

but it's not gonna happen again.

this is called, a good buy i'll never regret.
cause i love it.

the pink is just, *slaps face*
and the look of it is just *digs out eye balls*

nice. love it.

anyway, yesterday i was over at NTU hostels.
pretty cool.
bumped into Yi Ting which happens to be my friend's camp mate.
last time i saw her was like 2984759283475902475965 million years ago.
and now, she's a NTU student.
cool shit.

if i were to really count, i've only sleep at home alone for like, max max max 5 days within the last 2 or 3 weeks? heh.
jialat. seriously.

thats my my blog is soooo dead, and i'm not online.
and my facebook status NEVER change.

family went watch shopping over the weekend.
bought 3 watches.
niceee.

mum is wearing the other watch now, so yeah.
no picture of it.

dad bought 3 watches (:
one for each of us.
but he never buy for himself ):

oh well, he can share with us!
not that our wrist is BIG, but it's all men watches! (:

meet Boo (:

he is a smelly cat.
but dammit manja.

i've also packed my clothes and stuff.
clear clothes that i don't wear and all.

and i was just clearing my bra drawer.
HAHA. THE AMOUNT OF BRAS I OWN IS LIKE, WTFREAK?!
thats NOT all my clothes on the bed.

my wardrobe have declared WAR.

i'm totally rearranging my whole wardrobe.
and labeling them. HAHAHA.
cute hor.
after packing, i realise i've got VERY little clothes ):
that calls for, S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G.G.G.G.G.G.G.G.G

i've got no idea when is the next time i'm gonna blog like this post, kao kao one.
haha.

okay. i shall just end here.
or else i can write a book.
called, Book Of Random.

byebye(:

2009-08-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

you never know, you never know.

i've not blogged properly for a while.

will blog tomorrow.
i'm super duper uper tired.

out the whole day and all.

night night world.

night night everyone.

night night <3

2009-08-07T15:39:00.001+08:00

we shall keep it private.
we shall keep it down.
we shall keep it between You and me.
we shall keep it silent.
we shall keep it pure.
we shall keep it real.
we shall keep it tight.
we shall keep it forever.
we shall keep it kept.
Amen.

a change of wardrobe.
yes.

2009-08-07T02:43:00.000+08:00

you just know it when you're a step closer to Him.

2009-08-05T21:42:00.001+08:00

when a jogger jogs.

honestly,

i can't jog for NUTS.

feelsing is damn sian ):

jogged to ECP today, then back to siglap then home.

almost sprain my ankle, scary.

i'm totally totally drenched now.

my left hurt much though ):

have you ever wanted to be good at something?

like, really good?

some are good at, Dancing, Singing, Cycling, Photography, etc etc.

and seriously, i've always wanted to be good at something.
but i know i'm not ):
feeling REALLY sucks.
but, oh well ):

goodnight
goodbye.
jogging tomorrow again.

2009-08-05T15:53:00.002+08:00

have you ever felt something hit you so hard that you can't get up?

something which makes a whole difference in your life?

when you use to say, 'heck it's my life, not yours.'

and now that sentence makes no sense anymore.

cause it's NOT all about my life anymore.

it ain't all about you dear, it ain't.

2009-08-05T01:23:00.002+08:00

outoutout to queensway, but, could not find a THING to get.

i've got stuff to get, but in the end?
came back with nothing.
):

anyway, i bought a new ear piece for my jog yesterday.
totally not the high end one, but it's alright.
by iLuv.
for sports!

and i'm sooo freakin sleepy now.

things would get better dear
i'll help you through it all.
don't worry.